And I was like 'Positive-minded' and happy visage.
All was going well in my fifteen years of age.
Backstabs and criticisms hurt me but I don't care
'Don't mind them' my mind says and so I engulfed the outside's fresh air.
But everything seems different when you're alone.
How come sadness doesn't strike me down when I'm with everyone?
How come I'm feeling so empty, I'm becoming no one?
And I really thought I was fine, but really self?
Be honest with me this time.
Cause you have enough of those foolishness. And they should be minding their own businessess.
But look at them, they were looking at every move you make.
They were waiting for you to make a mistake and then, hello society I'm very sorry for being me.
You have received hurtful words and you just smiled back.
You'll keep smiling cause you know they don't mind stabbing people's back. And you even retaliated a good lie and it sounded great. You're playing with dishonesty, you're letting your honesty deteriorate.
But enough, I think you have too much for today. Let us have a good sleep, and wait to be awaken by the sun's ray. Maybe tomorrow will be a good day.
Maybe tomorrow they'll be kinder than last time. Maybe tomorrow you'll finally gave up and have a good time. A really really good time. Just don't mind the lie and hope everything will be alright.
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Inside Thoughts
PoetryThere are words we failed to utter, Expressions we failed to express. I wrote them with pleasure in a paper; the feelings were not repressed. When we bleed inside, We look for a place to hide. A friend to count on like a paper and a pen; these are...
