Chapter 11- How hearts were repaired and others broken

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Chapter 11

We danced a few more songs, Nate and I. And I was actually having a blast. Eventually everybody came and joined us and everybody seemed to be having a lot of fun. I've always met a large majority of them and what was really weird was the way the would look at me. Like they knew something I didn't.

After a few hours of partying, I really needed to step out. I was starting to feel suffocated and I could really use the fresh air. So grabbing my coat I walk out from the back into Nate's large "backyard" more like a country!

I was staring out into the darkness when I heard the voice that haunted me in my dreams, begging me to give into the tempation he was.

Luke....

"Would you accept if he proposed to you?" Luke said in a gruff, slurring voice. 

Being outside alone with a drunk Luke did not seem like the best idea. But I was so struck by the idea of him actually being here, all rational thoughts left the my mind. "You're actually here?" I breathe out.

Smooth. Show him how much you're not bother by him why don't you? I mentally scold myself.

"Would you?" Luke says stubbling closer to me.

"Would I what?" I say shaking my head out of the haze that took over me.

"If Nathaniel, my best friend, proposed to you. Would you say yes?" Another step closer is taken towards me causing me to take one back in return.

"Where did that come from Luke?"

"Answer me."

"I-I would say no of course, Nate is great. I love him, maybe in a way I shouldn't especially sincd I'm IN love with another man. But he's like a breathe of fresh air, safe, warming." I murmur, making eye contact with Luke. "He's such a great person, but if he proposed I would say no, while wishing I could say yes because he deserves happiness. But the one person he wants, wants someone else."

"Who is this man?" Luke whispers, stepping closer to me, and I mirror his with a step back.

"Doesn't matter, he doesn't love me back. He could never love me which is why I decided to let go. Move on."

"who is it?" Luke askes again roughly.

He stands so close, I'm frozen. His manly smell reaches my noses making my body shiver. Oh how I've missed that scent. His eyes hold mine, beckoning me to him. To caresse him, to run my hands along his body, to kiss those kissable lips of his.

I'm in a trance, which helps a lot with what came out of my mouth without my thinking. "You."

Luke takes a sharp intake of breathe. "Me?"

"It's always been you." I whisper.

Luke glances at my lips and then back to my eyes.

"If this is my own personal hell, I'm so glad for what I've done to deserve this." He whispers his voice thick with emotion before his hand raises to land on the back of my neck forcing my lips onto his.

And the air around us starts to pulse with the sparks ignited between us.

His personal hell, my heaven.

NATE

I watch the action going on the back from the window. I should be happy for them, that was the reason for all this. To get Luke to admit feeling other then hate to a innocent race. Victoria was perfect just for that task.

And I know Luke saw that to when he rescued her. And when he realized what was going on he lashed out against her. Hoping to push her far, far away. To scare her away from him.

Because the thought of him falling in love scared Luke.

But yet here they are locked in a tigh passonate embrace kissing, exactly what Nathaniel thought he wanted, but once witnessing it, he hates it.

As his friend fell for this fiery girl, he did to.

For a while he thought she felt something for him and he was wrong about her and Luke.

He fell asleep wrapped around her every night, woke up to her every morning, she always came to him whenever she needed him, she went the fartherst with him then she has ever with any other boy, and they haven't even had sex.

But yet, there she is.

He tears his eyes  from them.

Patting at his pocket where a box laid, not to be opened anytime soon.

Not anymore anyways.

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guys so i almost cried writing this. OMGOMGOMG poor Nate :( i know i made him up     BUT I WISH HE WAS REAL SO I COULD CONFRONT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But anyways, comment like whatever. I Hope you like this :)

TONS of effort was put into this one.

btw UNEDITED so forgive mistakes!

till next time lovelies :*

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