I CANT STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

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My room felt empty. I should be over this already, but it's the same thing over and over all the time. We move, I make friends, I tell them I am moving, we cry, we move, and repeat.
I have always wondered how it felt like to feel home.
Well, Massachusetts here I come.
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We get to the airport in Los Angeles, and off we go to Massachusetts.
It was a long trip to get there. I just want to go home, until I figure out I have no other place to go.
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We get to the neighborhood we are going to live in and it's beautiful, there's a park not so far from it and everything seems so calm.
We get to our house, it's bigger than the one in California. I love it, I have no words.
I get to my room, and I finally see my bed. I just lay there for a few minutes.

"Suzy, I need you to unpack all of your clothes, and stuff, and also help me out in the kitchen right now so we can get settled fast" my mom says while she walks in my room.
"Okay, just give me a few minutes, I need a rest" I say back.
"Okay" and she left.
I did what she told me, and went to sleep.
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It has been several weeks since I moved to Boston, Massachusetts and I've been depressed. I feel alone, I still have no friends. And I barely leave the house.
I just can't wait for school, I feel desperate for it to start.
*Conversation with Danielle*
"Hey"-D
"Hey"-Me
"So how is Boston!?, any hot guys up there?😏" -D
"lol, no I barely leave the house"-Me
"Have you even met your neighbors yet?, maybe there's a hot guy living by you"-
"Dani, what are you trying to do with me😂?"-Me
"I just don't want you to be alone"-Dani
"You know what I am going out rn, I will do it for you" -Me
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I headed out the door the moment I told her I was going out. The smell of flowers in summer fills me to the top of my lungs making me feel happy once again. Where have I've been all this time?.
I walk in front of my neighbors house and theres a dude, playing a guitar. He looks at me still playing his guitar. I look back and we both smile. He looked like my age, blond hair, he wore braces, and the most beautiful blue eyes I've ever seen. I keep walking until I get to the park that's not so far from where I live. And I think I felt something just by looking at him. I knew he felt it too.
I don't know what this is...woah woah, no I can't fall in love with someone again. There are things I cant say because I know they are the most important. And I knew I had felt something for him.