I CANT STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOU

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*Conversation between me and Danielle*
"Hey, what happened with Mark??"-D
"He just came into my house without an invitation, and punched my boyfriend"-Me
"Wtf!! He did?? Because he has a different story"-D
"What?? Tell me, tell me!!!"-Me

He still loved me. He did. I didn't. Not anymore. I told him I did love him, but not in that way. He thought it was a great idea to visit the same "Suzy" he knew. He was wrong. I had changed, I can't believe I really did change. He said he had come into my house happy to see me, he thought I still felt something for him. He was wrong as well. Until he saw Jeffrey, and he "heroically" tried to save me from the wrong person. He is the wrong person.

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I lay down with Jeffrey on his bed listening to music, happy and in love. My head in his shoulder. My lips to his neck. I kiss his neck. He wraps me on his arms, sheltering me. I wish this moment could just freeze forever and never change. Then I remember, the world isn't a wish guarantee fabric. If I ever move again, and never get to see him, our love would be a tainted love. I believe it will last forever. But I'm sure it won't.

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As always I was home alone, Jeffrey is out in the city recording his new album "Seconds". I feel really proud of him. Anyways I was all alone and I decided I didn't quite got to know about his 'fame' in Vine. And I made my account on Vine and as soon as I got to his profile, I saw how much his fans meant to him. They love him so much. Some of the comments gave me literally life.
'We love you Jeffrey'
'You are amazing'
'I love you af!!'
His fans meant the world to him. I read a few hate comments which made me feel kind of sad and also mad, because those people don't know who are they talking about. They don't know him like I do. And it's a pleasure to have him in my life.

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It's been a year since I moved to Boston. It's been a year since I first met Jeffrey. It's been a year since I fell in love with Jeffrey. This could last forever and I want this to last forever and I don't want him to stop kissing my neck and sheltering me in his arms. But It will. . . it eventually will be over at some point.
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It's already the end of the day and I look for Jeffrey at his locker.

"Hey" I say.
"Hey, wanna walk home?" Jeffrey asked.
"Yeah why not" we headed down stairs to go home. We walk for a few minutes but we are both silent. It seems like he got bored of me. I don't want to panic but I sort of am right now (!!!) what if he breaks up with me.
"So..." Jeffrey says.
"So..." I say looking at his beautiful eyes.
"What are you going to do this month?" He asked. He seemed. . . nervous.
"How am I supposed to know that?" I ask.
"Well I thought maybe we could go out" Jeffrey said.
"What about if we do that right now" I said.
"No that's not what I meant" he said and we both stopped walking.
"W-what are you talking about!?" I asked.
"Okay, look, you know I usually go on tours, right?" Jeffrey said.
"Yeah" I said.
"Well. . . would you like to go with me on tour!?" He said.
"I-I would love to, but I have to ask my mom" I said. Oh my God, is he really asking me to go with him God knows where on tour!. Hella yeah I want to go.

"Well tell me if you can go, I got to have two people to go with me on the tour so it's gonna be you and my mom" he said giggling.
"Well, I don't even know if my mom is home, I never see her" I said looking down.
We finally get to his house and he hugged me. While I was in his arms I looked at the parking lot by my house and there was a car parked. I really have no idea who's car is it. What's going on.
After a long hug Jeffrey looked at the same direction as me. He looked back at me with a questioning look.
"I'll call you" I said.
"Do you want me to go in with you?" He asked.
"Nah, I'm gonna be okay, it might be my mom" I said.
"Or maybe it isn't" I whispered while I walked away from him.