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⚠️Last Goodbye ST || BW

Yesterday maybe I laughed with you. But today I cried stifled because of you.

Yesterday I hoped today would arrive soon. But today I hope that every day is yesterday.

Yesterday my ears were filled with laughter until it felt like I could melt with the wind and fly through the sky. But today only lamentations of sadness that caught my senses of hearing so that I felt I could melt with the wind and disappear with it.

Yesterday it felt like I was holding you tight and whispering sweet words in your ears until you smiled. But today it was you who held my hand and smiled with a blank look.

Yesterday you were there. But now you are gone.

Either this is the irony of a very depressing life or this is just a round of dreams that continue to haunt me. One thing for sure I know. You have disappeared.

Everyone around me said if I was lucky to survive a deadly accident that killed my lover. But I can only laugh softly at their words.

This is life.

I took a deep breath and tightened my grip on the shoulder-high guard in front of me. Just jump in and everything will end. I don't know if I will meet with Sarawat one more time, but I'm sure my empty feelings will disappear.

Just jumping

All will end.

My loneliness will disappear.

My sadness will disappear.

Will end.

I trembled with a trembling guardrail in front of me. The wind that blew louder made me almost lose balance.

The loud sound of a siren in the wind faded in my ear. I lifted my head to look at the night sky. Cloudy clouds hanging in the sky cover the starlight that should light up tonight. Like my heart that is now dark.

For the last time, I closed my eyes and breathed as my last breath. If only I could turn back time, then I would give my life for Sarawat.

I reopened my two eyes which immediately met with black asphalt as if mocking me. I let go of my hand on the fence and get ready to jump.

One.

Two.

Three.

I threw my body down, letting gravity pull me in his arms. The wind howled in my ears. I faintly caught a voice.

Tine

.

Sarawat

.

Please

.

Is that you?

.

Don't!

.

6.30 A.M.

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A loud ringing telephone filled one of the small apartments on the outskirts of Bangkok. The apartment owner was seen still sleeping soundly with a blanket that almost covered his entire body. The cellphone on his desk continued to ring, disturbing the owner of the small apartment.

The brown haired sticking out of the blanket moved slowly, a sign the owner of the apartment began to wake up from sleep.

The telephone ring still continued.