TINE P.O.V.
So yeah, I decided to skip class. It's not like anyone cares if I'm gone. I went to the roof and lied down on the ground to sleep…
Wait, where the hell is Saifah?!
I completely forgot about that idiot! Ughh, he's probably with his boyfriend again! Why is it that whenever people start attacking me or accusing me of something, no one's there to defend me? I sighed in frustration.
[flashback]
"You probably can do it since you have a rather rude attitude towards everyone but I can't, okay?! So don't start pestering me about it!"
[flashback end]
Does he really think of me that way? I really don't feel good at all.
Eh? …
W-What the hell? Am I c-crying?! I felt tears well up in my eyes.
Damn it! … I hate this … I really like Sarawat a lot. I sobbed.
"T-Tine?!"
SHIT! I looked back. Sarawat!? NOW?! REALLY?!
I got up and started walking away. I don't want him to see me looking this pathetic. "Wait! Tine! LISTEN TO ME!" He grabbed my hand and turned me around to face him. "Why are you crying?!"
It's you … idiot.
"Is it Pam? Did she bother you in class?!"
Stop being nice to me …
"Tine? Answer me!" I pushed his hand away. "Why the hell would you care?! It's your fault you bastard!" He was surprised. "Oh sorry if I was rude. Though it's like you said, I have a rather rude attitude towards everyone!"
With that I turned to walk away again. I don't care anymore I want to get away. "TINE! Look … I told you I'm sorry, okay? I really didn't mean to hurt you when I said that. I was frustrated because I keep hearing the same words from everyone that I don't have to be nice to the girls. But I hate that I can't change it. So what you said makes perfect sense … but I just burst out on you that way… sorry, don't hate me!"
Hate? …
"Of course … I won't hate you…" I muttered. Sarawat couldn't hear me since my voice barely came out. "S-Sorry, I couldn't hear you." I blushed. "I said of course I won't hate you! Its because …" I sobbed again. He was freaking out. Then he hugged me. "Sorry, I'm really sorry Tine. So don't cry." I hugged him back.
"Wat"
I'm going to do it now. YES! I know … I'm crazy. But I decided to confess now. It's now or never!
"Yes Tine?" I tightened my grip on his shirt. "I … I really … like you!"
I did it … I confessed!
I was lost in thoughts when I felt Sarawat release me from the hug. I was blushing madly now. I don't want him to see how lame my face looks right now! I avoided eye contact. I was scared to see what kind of face he'd make. It was too quiet.
Isn't he going to say anything?
I looked at him to see his reaction. He looks … shocked, and … disappointed?
No wait … what the hell did I just do. Why did I confess?! He looks … disgusted. I gotta do something before things get worse!
"Ai'Tineee! Oh, and Sarawat! What are you guys doing up here?"
S-Saifah?!
"Huh? Are you guys okay? Ai'Tine, your eyes are red! Did you guys fight again?!" Sarawat wasn't saying anything. I can't see his face properly, he was staring at the ground. "I-I'm fine Ai'fah! And No we weren't fighting. What are you doing up here?" He grinned. "I didn't find you in class so I went to check the roof. Didn't I tell you not to skip classes?!"
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