The Happy Virus' Remedy | EXO Chanyeol

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Hi, to avoid some plot holes, I edited a part of Chanyeol's point of view on chapter 2 :)

- j e e ☁

CHANYEOL

"Dear, I'll be leaving now. You sure you'll be okay being here alone?" Eomma shouted from the living room.

I'm on my room, lying down on my comfortable bed as I scrolled through my social media.

"Ne, eomma." I replied, making my voice louder for her to hear me from a distance.

I heard the front door closed and I was left alone in our house here in Eunpyeong-gu. I rose from my bed and wandered my eyes all around my small room.

I smiled as memories came back to me. I remember thinking that this room was too big for me, and now here I am, barely fitting on my own bed. I leaned against the painted wall and stared blankly at the cabinet of clothes straight infront of me. I have been reminded that this room has witnessed me in my worst state by the faint light coming from my old lamp shade.

I remembered stumbling down on the floor the day I came for a vacation from my dorm school in high school. Four months have passed since I left this city to go to Ulsan, where I studied for high school. Four months have passed and it was only until that day that my mother told me that my chunsa has left. By left, she meant, left this life.

It was supposed to be a happy day for me. I remembered not being able to settle on the train because of the excitement on my veins, because finally, after four months of not seeing her, I'll be able to see her that day. I waited for that vacation eversince my first day on that high school in Ulsan. I was excited to go home to see her.

I almost couldn't believe my mother when she said the words 'dead' and 'Yunhee'. To me, it was like a stupid joke. I tried my best to laugh and I even told eomma that it wasn't funny. Eomma was far from joking.

I went home after confirming the news from my other friends here in Eunpyeong-gu. I felt like I was also dead inside. I didn't even see you for the last time. I couldn't tell you that I'd come home for you.

It was unfair. I hated everyone that time. She died the same week I left and no one had the decency to tell me about it. The entire time I was studying and thinking of her and the vacation, she was actually dead.

I had plans. I wanted to take her to an amusement park when I finally go home for the vacation. I planned on telling her that I learned how to play the guitar. I planned on singing her favorite song infront of her. I planned on holding her hand and telling her that soon she'll study in Ulsan with me, just like what she always wanted.

I planned on growing old with her. I planned on having all my firsts with her. But she played me. She's gone and now those plans will only remain plans. I will forever remain as the guy who had plans of loving a beautiful and amazing girl.