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Forgive me?

(Bro if you get nostalgia from that song we're friends now

Anygays-

POST GAME AU!)

~>SHUICHI'S POV<~

'White'

'Am I dreaming?'

'Am I dead?'

My thoughts jumbled as I slowly awoke from my slumber.

I scanned the room with my now open eyes and attempted to sit up.
I felt a sharp pain in my back and quickly laid back down.

Assuming I was in a hospital of sorts, I decided to wait for a nurse or doctor.

'So we made it out? I wonder where Maki and Himiko are.
Did they go home?'
All I could think about was the killing game.

'Kaede, Rantaro, Ryoma, Kirumi, Angie, Tenko, Korekio, Miu, Gonta, Kaito,

Kokichi..'

My brain played their gruesome deaths over and over.
It made me sick.

'They all died in such horrific ways and I'm here.. Alive.
Should I be alive?'

My self-deprecating thoughts were interrupted by the door abruptly opening.

He walked in.

~>KOKICHI'S POV<~

I walked into Shuichi's room, unaware of the surprise I was about to receive.

"Ouma?"
A familiar voice spoke up, confusion laced in his tone.

I looked up to see Shuichi, half sat up, looking sleep deprived even though he'd been sleeping the past 3 days.

I looked at the ground and pulled my facade back together before speaking.

"Oh! You're awake Shuichi! Don't worry about me, just a ghost passing through."
I spoke, dragging out some words to make them seem... spooky?

"No... You're alive. You're..alive"
I uttered out in confusion.
"H-how?! We saw you.. we saw you in the press."

The last word kinda struck a nerve but I shook it off.
"Oh well,  I at least owe you an explanation after.. what I did."
I pulled a seat from the corner of the room and sat next to Saihara.

I exhaled and started speaking.
"Okay I'll get to the point, the killing game was a simulation, all of it. It was like the Neo world program, we felt pain, emotions everything."
I looked up to see Saihara in shock.
Understandable.

"Oops! I didn't mean to scare you Saihara-chan!"
I exclaimed, my persona slipping back on.

"So everyone's.. alive?
Kaede, Kaito, e-everyone's..
Alive?"
He smiled shakily, his eyes glazing over.

I hated seeing him cry.
I panicked and pulled him into a tight hug, rubbing patterns on his back with my hand.

He hugged me back with slight hesitation.
"Ouma?"
He called out.

"Yes Shumai?"

"I'm..sorry for what I said to you."
As he said that the flashbacks played in my head.

'You're alone Kokichi, you always will be'

I snapped out of it.
"It's okay Shuichi!"
I yelled out, on the brink of tears.
Thank god he couldn't see my face.

I pulled myself together and pulled away from the hug.
"I did.. so much wrong in the killing game.
I hurt you, your friends, everyone."
I inhaled, trying my hardest not to cry.

"I know it's alot to ask but...
Can you forgive me?"
I questioned, a lone tear falling down my face.