May 19th

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by LizzieBethJoy

by LizzieBethJoy

Restless because I lack motivation,

Because the skies are grey,

Because I slept in,

Because I haven't been completing,

Just starting.

Confident because I know this day will pass,

Because I know I have a purpose,

Because somehow I will follow through.

Feelings contradict each other,

So I don't trust feelings.

Rather I hold fast to what I know is true.

Quiet because I am not sure what to speak,

Fearful because I shared a weakness inside of me.

Aimless because I'm not sure what to do,

Prayerful because I put my trust in you.

Restless, aimless, fearful, quiet, and yet confident.

Prayerful, searching, holding fast.

Trying to make sense of these feelings.

Lord Jesus, I lay me down.

Take this season and moment,

And make it yours.

I think I just want closure.

Amen.

//Every season passes. Whatever you may be facing today, know it will pass and tomorrow will come.