Chapter 9:Feeling Helpless

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Y/N's P.O.V.
I feel a chill go down my spine and prop myself up as if I hear someone yell my name."The hell?..."I hold myself tightly as I began to feel a darkness hover over me."Something feels wrong...."I shake my head and sigh as I lay down as the clinging sound of chains rattled behind me.I begin to close my eyes as sleep takes over my body and all I see is black.

~Y/N's Dream~

I open my eyes and see that I'm standing in the middle of a dirt road.I look around cautiously as my heart begins to beat a bit nervously.

I've seen this place before haven't I?
I think to myself.I then see someone just a few feet in front of me.I go up to the person cautiously and see that it's...Me?...I look at the other me nervously and speak.
"Hey."She doesn't say anything so I wave my hand in front of her face."Helloooo?"She walks right through me and I watch her walk away but I begin to follow her.

Where am I?Why is this place so damn familiar?...

The other me stops abruptly in her tracks and I stop surprised by her suddenly stopping.

Other Y/N:"Just back off!Leave me alone!"

What?Who is she talking...I look up and see three large and buff guys in front of her. To....
The three large guys surround her and look down at her like she was a nobody.I moved in closer to see the guys faces better and once I saw the guy in the muddled face...My eyes widened.

No...No not him..ANYTHING but HIM...

Other Y/N:"Leave me alone Damien!Fuck off!"

He grinned as his two dumbass friends grab the other me and held me hostage.

Damien:"Why, little bird,We can't do that now can we?" He nodded and they held me tightly and Damien kicked me in the guy so hard he knocked out every ounce of breath I ever had left in my lungs.I coughed and he chuckled."Oh Y/N...Y/N,Y/N,Y/N....You have been a very-"He grabs the other me's hair tightly and makes the other me look at him."VERY bad girl...YOU backed out on our agreement."

Other Y/N:"NO I DIDN'T YOU-"He punches the other me in the face so hard it felt like being hit with a rock.The other me had her nose bleeding as well as drops of blood hanging from my lips.

Damien:"You didn't LISTEN Y/N..You disobey me...You know what happens when WORTHLESS WHORES AND SLUTS LIKE YOU DISOBEY ME!"
He starts carving the letter D in the other me's stomach and she screams so loud but no one can hear her.

"STOP IT!" I yell but...it's no use and I see her squirm and writhe in agony.Soon i feel a sharp pain in my stomach and look down and lift up my shirt.To my horror I see the letter D Being carved into my stomach as well.I gasp as my eyes go wide and I see Damien bear the other me to a pulp and they toss her on the ground as she spits up blood.

Other Y/N:"C-Cow...ards.." she gasps for air as she spits out blood while holding her stomach.Damien then turns around as he was about to leave and goes back to the other me and grabs her by the throat.

Damien:"We aren't done yet you fucking skank."He throws her to the ground harshly and then kicks her in the stomach as hard as he could and she screams in pain.He then looks at me and grins."This ain't over slut...I'm coming for you and when I do..."He walks up to me and I feel my heart beating out of control as he grabs me by the throat and lifts me up off the ground.I squirm to try to get out of his grip but to no avail,I can't.Tears go down my eyes but I don't whimper or cry.I just look at him sternly trying to keep my tough figure as tears roll down my cheeks."You're going to wish you were dead over and over again."

He grins as I gasp and feel a sharp object go into my gut.He twists the knife in my stomach and he laughs and drops me to the ground with his knife still in my gut.He goes up to me and grins.

Damien:"I'll be needing my knife back whore."He flips me over and he yanks the knife out of my stomach and licks the blood off of it.He chuckles as I hold my intestines from falling out and he walks away with his three goons.I cough up my own blood and look over to see the other me crying and holding herself."See you soon,little bird.~"He laughs with his goons and my vision becomes blurry and soon I felt the last breath leave from my body.

~End Y/N's Dream~

I jumped up in a cold sweat and looked around me fearfully.I sigh as I can feel my heart slowly calm down.I look under my shirt and see the scar of the letter D carved into my body.I feel my stomach churn in pain as I cough.I sniff and sigh.

This wasn't a dream...it was a memory...A memory I wish I could forget...Ever since that day...He fucked up my stomach and I would get stomach pains here and there...My face would feel sore from the beatings he gave me...At least I'm safe from him and his goons...For good...

I hear a door squeak open as it knocks me out of my train of thought.I stiffened up and put my shirt down as I was on my guard and instead of Damien,I saw the hot tempered bone head that chained me up against the wall in the first place.I felt less tense as he walked in.

He looks at me with a confused look.

Sans:"The hell you starrin at doll?"

"Mind ya business."I said coldly and he growled.

Sans:"What's wrong kitten,Somethin botherin you?"

"I said."I look at him sternly."Mind ya business."I look at my stomach that's covered by my shirt and I can feel his gaze looking at me up and down.I growl and shout at him."WHAT?!Im a freak!I know just fuck off and leave me alone!"I clench my fists as I look at them and he stays silent.Then his voice suddenly broke the silence.

Sans:"Being a freak is normal down here doll.So what."He says calmly."Do you usually cry in your sleep?"

I perked up and look at him sternly."I.Don't.cry.in.my.sleep."I look away.

He shrugs.

Sans:"Shitty nightmares happen to all of us sweetheart."

"Gee that's very insightful Doc."I mimic a sarcastic voice and look at him irritated.

He sighs out of frustration.

Sans:"Just trying to be helpful doll face,You don't always have to be a bitch about everything."He looks at me sternly then he turns away and goes towards the door."And don't fucking think that you're foolin me with that tough girl shit."He looks at me with his red eye glowing."I know that play by the book and you ain't throwing me off one bit you hear me?Somethin has got to make the "All High And Mighty Y/N" shake to her very core."His red eye dims down and he huffs."And Somethin tells me that the dream you just had,Is that certain something that scares you to the very core."He opens the door and leaves while I sit in silence and tear up but wipe the tears away aggressively.I scream in silence as I wallow in my own self pity waiting for someone to save me...

*Your fear grows more and more at each and every moment you are awake AND asleep.Do you want to continue?*

❤️Yes. No.

*Something is coming...and it's coming faster than you think.*

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