Romano's Journal

May 22nd 2020

I don't get why I deny myself the satisfaction of some things. I say I don't want anything- that it's okay they do what they want always. I just can't find it in myself to be selfish if any aspect.

Then I get upset that my side seems lackluster when I'm the one behind it. I make my beart feel empty. But it's hard to not do it- saying to simply respond with yes rather than no- is much easier in theory. 

Signed by me I guess

Lovino Vargas