My Best Friend Or More 💗❤❤

i met hype and sway!omfggggg

I get up, and jump up and hug him and quietly scream
"I love you so much you dont even understand" I say overexcited.

He laughs " I know sophia told ondreaz that your obsessed with me, but pls dont cry" he sweetly says

I let go of him and he let's go of me,
I'm speechless I font know what to do or say, there all heading me way.

I hug my friends saying thank you and then...

"We thaught that you could come and stay a week because your friends with addi and everything!" Thomas says standing behind me holding miss hand.

"Obvioustly!" I say. They all laugh at me and I hug them all. The sway boys headed back to the hype house with Patrick, Calvin and chase with Payton and thomas, charli and Dixie.
Leaving nick and ryland packing my clothes with addi. They wouldn't let me help because I didnt want to see my room torn to shreds.
I got to know tony and ondreaz a little more.

There was an awkward silence between all us.

"Thank you" I say with a smile on my face looking at them.

I was very nervous and just but my hand on my knees not knowing what else to do, my leg shaking like mad.

"For what" they both say looking at me with puppy eyes making me smile.

"Everything, I suffered a lot, I still do to be honest without sophia and my friends and you too and your friends I probably would be dead, I've tried hurting myself but then one day I seen a curly haired boy and his brother on tik tok years ago and I havent ever tried hurting myself since" I said looking down not smiling anymore. I felt like that was the right thing to do, be honest but the thing is people could say I'm opening up to strangers, but they weren't really strangers to me I felt like I have known them all my life.

Tony and ondreaz came sitting on my side and hugged me.

"Well your welcome, and pls dont ever hurt yourself and if you ever do you can come to me and tony because we know what it's like, getting hate and all that stuff with parents." Ondreaz said lifting up.

I giggle as he looks at me like I'm joking, Tony's head still on my shoulder.
" I'm laughing because i dont know what to say, i have anxiety and now yous, sophia and finn are the only ones who know, I keep to myself cause half the time I forget what I'm going to say and most the time I dont let finn or sophia leave me because I'm too scared  you know incase something bad happens". I exposed myself to them but I trust them.

Tony lifted his head up and looked at me and realized i wasnt happy he lifted his head up and i lost the smile.

He looks at ondre and nods.
"You can share rooms with us if you like" tony says warming my heart with his sweet smile

I laugh and put my hand to my head and make the explosion thing. Making me want to scream. They saw that in my face and laughed.
"Wow I would want that more than anything right now". They both giggle.

"I'm going to help them put things in the car" ondre whispers to tony whilst I'm near enough day dreaming in his eyes. I hear the door shut an shear whispers whilst I look away from tony.
" should we go and help them" I say nervously he nods and we go help take it to the car x