My Best Friend Or More 💗❤❤

he wasnt there, he always was though

I was awake, kouvr, alex, ondre and tony walked in which made me happy.

You could see the devastation on their faces, they didnt know what to say or act around me.

Alex and Kouvr stood at the top of my bed as ondre and tony came to a side each.

"I'm sorry, although they say to talk 'positive' you can see it on your faces, I dont mind though, I'm sorry I'm here putting you through this" I say not trying to look at them.

"Its not your fault" alex says, looking at me then looking at the floor.

But it was, my fault.

Putting them through this. I just wanted to be out. Away from the doctors, it's supposed to be positive.

"Remember when you first met us... met tony" Kouvr says trying to be positive.

"Yeah, and I was like crying my eyes out saying 'I love you so much tony you dont understand' (mocking yourself) " they all laugh.

"Can you act like it's normal, like that I'm fine and everything is normal again" I ask wanting to forget everything.

They laugh and say of course.

Soon after I fall asleep. Ondre sat on my right on his phone. Tony on my left, looking at me, with his hand in mine and his other with his purple phone.

Tony soon took a photo of me.

Shes ok guys ! Dont worry.

(Comments)

Addisonraee- aw that's good I'll come visit when my vaca is over x

Petroutv- we at home now, get well quinn.

Ondreazlopez- dont worry.

User359710- she should die

Quin_tony- aww hope she ok.

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Days I was sent home, there was 7 days till my birthday, I didnt tell anyone, only soph and that knew, I dodnt care who they told. I was sat in my room, liking some Instagram posts from avani and that.

I was laying on the bed, the first official time they left me alone, finally. I liked the comfort, but I was spoiled, theres candles, candy,cards,money,fan gifts, covered around my room. Tony always waited till I fell asleep then phoned the sway house and my other friends, like I've never been asleep or something.

I have to take tablets every day I cant remember what for. Kouvr always comes in. And all of them come in to check on me.

I was wearing this. For as long as I can remember. So I changed to this

I stood up. And put on some socks. I headed downstairs to get something to eat and drink.

I opened the door. Thomas and mia were resting on the couch. It was empty mostly.
Then nick was there.

Running up the staircase towards me.
I knew that chase went to see his family, hes back tommorrow so me and thomas and Kouvr and alex were gonna do something.

"Do you need help?" He asks concerned.

"No" I whisper, smiling, putting my hand on the staircase as they all looked at me

'You ok' mia mouthed.

I nodded and thomas said good.

"Were are they?" I asked, practically meaning where was tony. He was always there, when I closed my eyes, opened them, entered a room. He was there.

But not today.

Thomas didnt know what to say.

"They have went shopping" papper says, entering the room with a bang energy drink. They always had them, always stocked up on them. I only liked a few flavours. My favourite was the pink and blue one and the pink and white one

I hurried down the stairs. Mia had some music on. If I remember it correctly, harry styles, adore you.

I stumbled to the kitchen and Calvin was washing up.

"Hi quinn you okay?"

"I'm good, you?" I say wanting to make a conversation.

"Mhm" he says then starts randomly dancing, he didn it to make me smile.

I laughed with him.
If anyone made me laugh it was calvin, papper and patrick. They always knew how to make someone's day better.