the mall

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After  that hug yous go shopping. You buy lots of things with money and then tell sophia.

"I told him I loved him, I told him, we didn't talk for weeks but the night of the concert he said he wanted to talk to me, I was angry, he ignored me for two weeks, didnt tell me what he wanted to and I took it all out on him today I didnt meen two soph, I really didnt" I said with fear as we sat down in Starbucks.

"Talk to him quinn it will be fine, say what you feel and it will all turn out, I'll go order ok?" I nod and say thanks. Just wanting to talk to him now.i really do, I hope he is ok.

I just wanted to end myself, end it all, not feel guilty. Should they be happy If I never came back? Would they care? Would they be happy? I hope they will be.

I felt like I was choking, gasping for air as soph walked over. I felt I'll. I wanted to tell him what I think. I wanted to tell someone how i feel now?

Forget it.

They wouldnt care.

I am not suffering, i just think it.

"Are you ok quinn?" She whispers, handing me the drink.

I was frozen.

"No" I said, looking at the floor, not pulling my eyes away.

She cared, she really did, she always did.

I always have these episodes, I did when I was mentally I'll.

Am I becoming I'll again?

I was scared.

"H-house" I stuttered. Not looking at her.

She came round. Grabbed the drinks then linked her arm in mine.

 Grabbed the drinks then linked her arm in mine

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She phoned someone.

I think was finn and everyone.

She sat me down on the bench with the phone in her hand to her ear.

I couldn't move. I was frozen. I just looked at the floor, as the feet walked past me.

"Shes having one of them episodes again, were in the mall, outside Starbucks" she said in a concerned voice. After a few seconds, she ended the call.

"Its ok, just hang in there, finn is coming with wyatt and james.(James charles btw cause he was always there when you were ill.) Were gonna get out of here and we can go where you need to okay. We may have to take you to the nurse though quinn."

I nodded, I couldn't speak, I felt like I was choking. Hearing the footsteps walk past.

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