I thought

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I thought
I thought that running away would help me change.
I thought that moving to a new city would me change.
I thought joining the military would help me change.
I thought starting over would help me change.
I thought I could run away from the pain.
I thought I could move away from the self hate.
I thought I could change my life and the thoughts of suicide would go away.
I thought I could start over and the insecurities would wipe away.
I thought that maybe if everything around me changed I wouldn't feel the same.
I thought wrong because I want die everyday.

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⏰ Last updated: May 23, 2020 ⏰

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