Love me like you used to

Part 15

ELLEIGHS POV

Im still a little bit annoyed that they didn't tell us earlier, i mean im panicking with all the unanswered questions i have floating around in my head. isn't there any other way?

"Umm Josh?" i asked

"yeah?"

"can't we come on tour with you? please i mean i wont be able to cope with this, i cant do this without you. You mean the world to me and without you for half a year i cant even imagine how it would be like. I do love you Josh but i can't do it." i said

"i love you too but ill have to ask our manaer but i doubt id be able to take you but is worth a try, anything for my beatiful girlfriend" Josh replied

I find it hard taking compliments so i just looked at the ground hoping Josh won't notice me blushing still taking glances at him.

" its cute when you blush" Josh said wrapping his arms around me then lifting me in the air spinning around

"Josh! put me down now you arse!!" i said jokely (is that even a word idek)

"hows about no" he said carrying me up to the bedroom then dropping you onto the bed forgetting all about the tour

"are you ticklish?" he asked

"DON'T YOU DARE FREANCESCHI!!"

"dare do what" he said starting to tickle me which resulted to me laughing like something not right making Josh laugh

He finally stopped tickling me and lay beside me.

"You love me really" he said winking at me

"of course i do you idiot" i laughed

"good, because no matter whatever happens on tour i will always love you and i will never ever be able to stop thinking about you, you mean everything to me and just promise me that you will trust me on this because im not one of those people who cheats on their girlfriends okay?"

"i promise and i do trust you, but im just scared that you might get drunk and th-"

"Elleigh! i promise you, i am not going with any other girl at all okay, i love you and you only" he said then kissing me deeply

"i love you" i said

"i love you too"

We then both fell asleep with my head lay on his chest while his arms were tightly wrapped around my body leaving no space between us.

sorry these chapters are getting shorter than usual but im keeping my promise, they will get better and i would of liked this chapter to of been longer than it is but ive started updating more often now seeming though its the Christmas holidays and i have more spare time :)