Love me like you used to

Part 26

SOPHIE'S POV

Josh's death was a huge shock to me. But especially for Elleigh, we had been such close friends ever since we met, he is the funniest guy ive ever met. Even funnier than Matt but dont tell him that;) He is so caring about everyone and he always put others before himself. Also he is the reason i met Matt in the first place so if it wasnt for him i would be nowhere, the first week without him was really tough for us i cried quite a lot and everything just seemed in slow motion. Like the earch just froze for a moment, you could break the tension with a knife, i kept on wanting to message or call him because we always used to message eachother to see what we are up to and if i can come round but it just feels so different not being able to do that. Also im mostly at either Matt or Josh's house and Josh's house is basically my home... well my actually home becausei spent more time there than i did at my actually house and if feels wierd not being able to go back there without Josh. Me and Elleigh stayed together for a while so we could both try and get through it together and it slowly came back to normal, not as if he forgot about him. I mean its impossible to ever forget about him because he is such an amzing person♥

MATT'S POV

Wow. What a day that was, my best friend died, its even hard to imagine now and think that i am never ever going to see one of my best friends agian. Its going to be really hard. I mean how the hell is the band meant to continue without Josh? he is the lead singer!! We will just figure it out somehow but for now im going to cry in a corner. yes guys do cry aswell. I went to his house the other day and i found this friendship bracelet thing i agve him when we first met, and our first ever photo of us together. That made me cry quite a bit, it just made me realise how much i am going to miss him. 'You never know how much you miss someone until they are gone'

DAN'S POV

He was my first ever friend at school. We grew up together since day 1, we spent every seconds together and now he is gone. I don't know what im going to do without him, he is such a cool guy and i cant ask for anyone better than him. His death affected everyone he was close to and everything went quiet until a week later, probably just shock from it. I dont know, but what i do know is, is thatim going to bloody well miss him.

-bc im so lazy i cba to do the other pov's, Elleigh's pov of this might aswell be in the funeral part-

Not four months after Josh died Elleigh moved in with the boys, she practically lived there anyway so it wasnt like she was imposing. It took her months to finally open up to someone.
That someone just happened to be Dan Flint...

AND THAT MY FRIENDS IS THE END OF THE BOOK, ALTHOUGH I WILL BE DOING A SEQUEL TO THIS CALLED 'So this is the end of you and me' I DONT KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE UP BUT HOPEFULLY SOON. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS READ THIS BOOK, I DIDNT EVEN THINK ID GET TO 50 READS AND I HAVE 300+! SO THANK YOU SO MUCH, I KNOW ITS NOT THAT MUCH BUT FOR ME ITS A LOT AHA XD ALSO IN THE SEQUEL YOU WILL GET MORE INFO AND THAT ABOUT ZOE, ALEXIS AND SKYE BC THEY HAVENT BEEN IN THIS BOOK MUCH BUT IN THE SEQUEL YOU WILL FIND OUT MORE ABOUT THEM! ♥