Love me like you used to

Part 21

"No josh! there is too much flour" i shouted and he laughed pouring more in " JOSH FRANCESCHI, GET OUT OF MY KITCHEN" and he skaes his head stiring in the flour

"dude,these cookies are goin to be delicious!"

"um no babe. The flour ratio for cookies is now like 1 to 9" i said and he gave a cheeky grin

"oh thats fine, it will make them ever better"

" what do you mean EVEN better" i laughed and he threwflour at me

"JOSH! NO! right we are going to fix these cookies because they will literally taste of flour and nothing else"

2and how are we going to do that?" he asked

" we either et 7 times the amountof ingrediants we need or i go to the shop to buy some cookies, and i need to go to the shop anyway because you used all of the flour on one set of cookies"

"yeah thats a better idea" he said wiping his hands on his shirt

"you do know thats a black top right?" i chuckled

"oh yeah, shit"

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" i promise its going to be good!" he yelled from the kitchen as i rolled my eyes

"yeah thats what you said about the cookies"

"babe?"

"yeah?"

"shut up" he said and i laughed

About an hour later he brung back some surprisingly good looking chocolate chip pancakes

"that looks amazing" i said

"i know, right?" he smirked

We shared all of the pancakes and jeez he is a good cook

"thanks Josh"i said pecking his lips. he grinned

"your welcome, i mean i had to make up from burning your waffles that day"

after that we then both sat on the sofa and put on source code

I tied my hair up into a ponytail and finding Josh staring at me

"what?" i asked curiously, He grinned nd took his eyes away

"nothing. its just, your... beautiful" he said and i smiled at him, rolling my eyes. I had no maekup on and i was wearing Josh's clothes. how?

"Well, you are very handsome" i said and he sat up and pulled me into his chest so i wrapped my arms around his waist. He leaned down and connected his lips with mine, he smiled in the kiss and so did i.

"i am really going to miss this. i am going to miss you" i said pulling away from him

"dont miss me too much" he said, i chuckled "promise?"

"yeah, okay" i teased, he laughed

"elleigh?"

"yeah?"

"im going to teach you how to play the guitar okay, i know you have been wanting to learn it so your learning it now. you have no choice okay?"

"oh um, yeah okay"

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"no Elleigh, not like that" Josh Laughed, adjusting my finer on the right fret

"okay, now try it" i strummed the guitar and he clapped his hands

"Elleigh, that was perfect. now put it all together" i did what i was asked and i noticed him carefully looking at where i was placing my fingers.

"wow! i did it. im really excited now" i said and he laughed and i started playing it agian

"i love you" Josh blurted, and i looked up quickly

"what?" i asked, taken off guard

"i love you. i loved you ever since we met, even though we rushed things a bit but i dont care. im glad we did. i love you you always wear my clothes. i love how you make me waffles in the morning and i love how when you think im asleep you sing to me and god i just love you."

"i love you too" i smiled softly "jesus i havent even known that long but i really love you" Josh grabbed my hand, pulling his body agianst mine.

"Oh, just thought, i need to go to the shop. can i get anything for you?" Josh asked

"i dont mind, maybe some chocolate or a drink or something like that"

"okay ill be back in 10 minutes okay, bye love you." he said kissing my forehead

"love you too" i replied

I went to change the channel on the TV, it was wierd at first because there hasnt been a day that Josh wasnt there, even just to go to the shops, which meant it was the first time it was just me and my thoughts.

i wonder what Sophie is up to?

how are the boys doing?

maybe i should watch some walking dead?

But then, the thoughts that had be thrown away for a while finally came back

Josh isnt back yet and its been nearly 10 minutes. is he okay?

what am i going to do when he dies?

what if im not there when he dies?

he had slowly been getting weaker throughout the past week. everyone could see it, he was starting to ache more often. i felt butterflies fill my stomach but they wouldnt go away and i dropped the remote because my hands started shaking

it could happen anytime.

why him?how am i going to live without him?

why is this happening?

what am i going to do?

My heartbeat dramatically increased, i stood up trying to get the tingly feel away and before i knew it i had collapsed. I tried gasping for air but it didnt work. i heard a faint sound of the door opening.

JOSH'S POV

"OMG ELLEIGH? ELLEIGH ARE YOU OKAY?

find out in the next chapter if Elleigh is going to be okay? what will happen to her? has something bad happened or is it normal?