Who Will Love Me Now? (Danisnotonfire & amazingphil & crabstickz & kickthepj)

Chapter 3 - Why Does He Spoil Everything?

Chris walked infront of me and opened the door for me, he was always really sweet bless him. This is why I always liked him. Wait? What on earth was I thinking. I don't like Chris in that way, at most we could be friends. That was it, I didn't want to be more than friends, not after what he had done. We sat together. "So you going to tell me why you wanted to talk to me then?" I asked being the curious person I was. "Hello?" he didn't answer so I slapped his face.

"Sorry! I'm sorry I got distracted." he looked all innocent towards me, I just smiled. "The reason I came early was to talk to you..." he said, "Oh My GOSH!? No way?" I laughed, Chris just gave me the 'not impressed look' he still laughed. "Shush you! the main reason I wanted to talk to you was about you at my dad's shop.". My face dropped. No this wasn't fair! I couldn't? The guitar pick, his dad everything? This wasn't fair! That was my place, I looked down and held my guitar pick. I felt a single tear roll down my red cheek. "Why are you crying Lil? I didn't mean anything bad by it, you can still come and sing and write your songs, play your music everything."

Oh my gosh! Chris called me Lil! No one ever called me a nick-name...wait what? Did he just say about the guitar and singing and oh my gosh! He'd listened in. "You listened in didn't you? Your Dad told me you weren't in, but you were! You were listening in. Chris how could you?" How stupid had I been trusting him, very was the simple answer. I'd had enough my voice was getting louder and louder, stronger and more powerful as each word trickled out my open mouth. I could feel the tears starting to slowly trickle out of my weeping eyes, all my strength was holding them back. I was just about to storm out of the library, everyone started staring. Chris rushed after my and grabbed my arm. "PLEASE DON'T HIT ME, PLEASE NOT TODAY!" I screamed at the top of my voice, Chris jumped back in surprise, what had I done? When he grabbed my arm it felt like my Dad.

Chris was well stepped back and didn't come near me, I ran off as quickly as I could. Anywhere was better than here. I dropped everything apart from my iPod. I seriously wanted my phone, but then people could find me. I wasn't going to be found today, not now. Who wants to be near the freak. I ran and ran. Out the prison gate that held us in this hell hole. There was a little wood not far from our school, I had a little place which was my place. No one ever went their. I had built a little den you could call it, I carried on running until I got there, I wasn't going to stop for no one or nothing. "ARGH!" I let out a little yelp, I looked down at my leg, only a bit of blood, wasn't going to make the world of difference was it. Especially looking at my arms, one more scratch wouldn't change anything.

Finally, I'd reached my place. My comfort, my home in my eyes. Only a few things would make this place perfect. A guitar, Internet connection and a desk. That's all I needed. Guitar for music, Internet for all my stories and a desk for my artwork. My perfect place would be just so beautiful, this is where I was free, where I was me, where I could do what I want. I took my gigantic hoodie off and changed into my favourite skinny jeans, I looked round just to make sure no one was around. Nope. No one, just as I like it, I took my top off and put one of my favourite tops on. It was 3/4 green sleeves and a white chest area with a pink sun and curved round the sun it said, 'fun in the sun' it was my favourite T-Shirt. I always kept these here for cases like this. As I looked round I regretted leaving everything at school, especially my phone. Why did Chris have to keep ruining things. "LILY? Where are you? We have your stuff...?" I heard 2 people's shout, I sharply darted out of my little house covered the camouflage sheet over it, hoping they wouldn't realise it as quick and ran round the back of it.

They kept calling my name. I peered over the top of behind the shelter. I expected it to be Chris. It wasn't? Who on earth was it and why did they want me? How did they even know my name? It's not like I'm popular or well known, I like to be different and hidden in the shadows. This was my place, this was where I'd been going for years, this was my hut. They couldn't just take it from me. It was mine and only mine, this was one of few things I would stand up for. For some reason I was just to scared. "Lily Rose? We know your here! Please we just want to talk to you?" They called, they wouldn't go away.

I just wish they got the jist to leave me alone. It wasn't like I was important? My life want special. "Mate she's not here we don't think? Sorry, we're heading back to your Dads shop." By the sound of things they were leaving, it sounded like they were on the phone. Who wanted me now? This was getting annoying I had to know what was going on and why people wanted to talk to me so bad? I plucked up the courage from somewhere I didn't know I had in me and jumped up. "What do you want?" I screamed down the forest.

I looked around, it was too late they had gone. I noticed a little white envelope. I peered around to make sure no one was around again. Picking up the envelope, I was very careful in case anyone just appeared out of nowhere. It read:

Lily, as you can probably tell those were 2 of my best mates. Dan and Phil. They're Youtubers, like what I am. I wanted to try come find you, I was scared you'd run off. And well, I needed you to know this. I wasn't purposely listening in, a few weeks ago Dad asked me to go through the security tapes, something got knicked. I saw a video of you and thought I'd listen, see what you were playing. I'd never herd it before, then I realised it was your own music that you'd written! You've got a truly amazing talent! You should use it, that's why I bumped into you. I wanted you to do a video for my YouTube channel? Even if its a no please come find me? I want to talk to you.

Chris x

Wow. What was I going to do now?