Who Will Love Me Now? (Danisnotonfire & amazingphil & crabstickz & kickthepj)

Chapter 6 - I'll Never Leave Her.

I daren't make a single sound. Whoever had grabbed me from behind knew what they were doing. I felt myself starting to fade away. "Lily? Where are you?" I heard Dans voice ringing through my head. My mind was playing his voice over and over again. What was happening to me? Each minute that passed, I felt another part of me fade.

Soon I was nearly blacked out, I used all my strength I still had inside if me, all the support Dan gave me, all the love. Everything, I had to use it. Slowly my eyelids started drooping. They were a tone of bricks on my face. What had happened to me? The only thing that kept me awake was the sound of Dan talking to me.

Suddenly, I was thrusted up into Dan'a arms, well I suspected it to be him. I felt wind fly through my hair like an aeroplane through the sky. Dan was running down the stairs. Why didn't he leave me? I know him, Phil and Chris all cared about me but my life was already fucked up. Maybe, just maybe it would of been better if he left me? If Dan knew everything about me he would run, quick and far away from me. I know he would.

I suspected we had reached the van because I heard 2 more voices of panic and Dan screaming at them. I guessed that was Phil and Chris. We were off. I could feel each memory of mine starting to fade. My mind was now shutting down, my body is dead, my mind was nearly gone, now it was just my soul. Then I would be gone forever. "DRIVE CHRIS DRIVE!" kept in ringing through my head. All I could imagine was Dan panicking.

I wanted to hug him and kiss him. Tell him I love him, but this was going to my time to go. That would be the only thing that would hurt me. This was it. My mind s...shu...shutting down. I was about to..."HURGH!" I took the deepest breath I ever took in my life. I was breathing, my mind was back, my heart was beating. I was alive. I could feel I was in a bed but I didn't know where.

My eyelids still felt so heavy. All I wanted to do was see where I was. Steadily I started to move my left hand slowly, one finger at a time. "Lily? Are you awake? Lily please say I saw you move your hand? Tap your middle finger once to say your awake." It was Dan. He was sat next to me. I tried so hard to tap my middle finger. It took a gigantic amount if energy to do so. "Lily! Your okay! Don't worry I'm here and so is Chris and Phil. And a little surprise! But you can have it all when you can open your eyes." Dan explained with a very exited tone. I think he was pretty happy I was awakeish. I could feeling holding my hand, I just wished I could grip back, hold his hand. I felt myself drifting off to sleep. I was tired and I hadn't even done anything. I dropped off to sleep pretty quickly.

As I awoke from my sleep I realised I could move my arms a little and even open my eyes. I wanted to see Dan's perfect eyes to be the first ones I saw when I woke up. Sadly I was very disappointed. And frankly very scared. The first thing I lasted eyes upon was not Dan, or Phil or even Chris...it was my Dad! I started to panic, what was I supposed to do? I moved as much as I could, still in pain and I lot of wires attached to me. "Lily shush. It's fine I'm here, I would never leave you with him. Ever!" I looked over at Dan who had just spoken.

I shuffled as fast as I could to the right side of the bed, which still wasn't very quick I was still very weak. Dan reached out his hand and took mine, even though the person who had hurt me for years was less than a meter away, with Dan here I felt safe. I still don't know what happened that night. Do I want to know? I looked over at Dan. "I need to call Phil and Chris. I will only be outside your room, I won't leave you if you don't want me to go." As Dan spoke these words he looked deep into my eyes, it felt like he was looking into my soul.

I nodded, it was still hard to move or talk. As Dan got up he handed me a bracelet with a button on, I looked at him very confused. "If you press it, the bracelet sends a message to my bracelet saying you need me. 1 press is an emergency, 2 is you just want me." Dan smiled just as he opened the door. I missed him whenever he wasn't with me, I pressed it twice. Dan came back in the room with one of the biggest smiles I had ever seen, "I miss you 2." Those words filled my heart so full of joy, it nearly exploded it.

I'd never heard those words before. Not ever. No one had ever missed me? I turned over to my left side to see how my Dad was doing. NO! He was waking up. What was I suppose to do? Rubbing his eyes, Dad had woken up fully. I pretended to be asleep, just hoping he wouldn't realise. Thankfully he didn't. "Stupid whore. What she done? Probably tried to kill herself. If only it had worked. Urgh.". Why was my Dad so crule? What had I ever done to deserve this? A single tear trickled down my still face. All I wanted to do was was whipe that tear away.

Thankfully Dan walked in just at the right moment. "What are you doing in here boy? Your not family!" My Dad started shouting, couldn't he leave Dan alone? "I'm a friend, also the boy who brought your daughter her while you were pissed out drunk!" Dan started to raise his voice in anger. "Don't anger me boy!" At this point I knew if Dan didn't shut up something bad would happen, I've seen it before. I thought to myself how could I stop them? I decided I would press the button once. *BUZZ* It seemed like Dan had stopped, I heard someone sit down on my right side, I knew this would be Dan.

Gently he whiped away the single tear that had stopped half way down my face. "You might not want to do that." I heard my Dad chuckle. "Why? You going to hit me?" Dan snapped back. "Ha! Not worth my time, but no. You'll probably get a disease. Bitches like her carry them around everywhere." He snarled. I could hear no come back. I felt no hand, no breath no noise. Had he left me? Alone? Once again I had no one. Dan had realised the truth. Eventually he would, who was I kidding thinking he would love someone like me. I could hear my Dad chuckling. I just wanted to die.

If I just maybe drifted off, if I just slept maybe I would go. Earlier I heard the doctors say that the only way to keep me alive was to keep me awake. Talking to me would be the best thing, who was here now though? No one. I slipped my bracelet off. I though of that moment I met Dan, when he held me, tried to save me. Everything. Any moment with him was perfect. BANG!

My mind woke with a slam of the door. "OI BOY I WAS SLEEPING!" my Dad screamed violently to Dan. "There you go officers. Lily? You took your bracelet off?" Dan spoke, someone started reading the rights to my Dad. Dan had noticed my bracelet, that's when it hit me. Dan didn't leave me? He was protecting me. "I'll be back for you bitch! And that cunt too!" I heard my Dad scream as he was been taken away. I felt something drop on my hand. Wet and cold. It was a tear. "Lily please stay with me!" I heard Dan speak those words. "Dan! Get out noww!" I believed it was Phil. I could feel myself drifting away. "Mr Howell please leave now!" That was my doctor. "I'LL NEVER LEAVE HER! LILYY I LOVE..." His voice faded away, my mind was floating away. I was going to die. I had my bracelet in my hand. 1-I miss you, 2 - emergency 3? I love you. I pressed it once. Waited and just as my mind was about to fly 1,2,3.