RIPPER

Claire Benson

Since Roman left, Maggie, Marcus and Leslie left too at the same time.

Maggie said she's gonna go and talk to Roman while Marcus is driving Leslie home.

Except for Jason.. Who stayed with me because he's kinda worried.

It's already eleven and my mom is still at work.

"Are you sure you wanna stay here Jason?? I mean I don't to bother you" I sighed.

"Hey Claire it's okay" Jason smiled assuring me that it's okay.

"Do you want me to go grab some snacks??" I smiled.

"Claire.. Really it's fine" He smiled.

I sat on the bed and he sat beside me.

"How about let's watch a movie?" Jason smiled.

"I'd like that" I smiled at him.

He turned on the TV and looked for a movie to watch.

"Any genre or preferences??" He smiled.

"No.. Just take a pick" I smiled at him.

He looked at me and smiled then looked back at the TV and started looking for movies.

I smiled as I stared at him focusing on looking for a movie.

For a moment I never realized how cute and adorable Jason is.

Fuck.. He is so handsome!

"How about Brokeback Mountain??" He smiled.

"That is a gay movie!" I chuckled.

"So what?? They are just two people who are in love.. Plus it's Heath Ledger! The guy is a legend!" Jason smiled.

"Are you gay?" I joked.

"why would you ask that??" He chuckled.

"Because you really want to watch a love story between two boys" I chuckled as I teased.

"Hey there's nothing wrong with that! I support it" He smiled.

"So you are gay!" I chuckled.

"I don't have to be gay to support gay rights.. I mean I support animal rights too! Do I look like a fucking Chewbacca??" He chuckled.

"Touche! I was just teasing.. Love is love" I smiled at him.

He pressed play and we started to watch the film.

In the middle of the film I can see how emoptionally attached Jason is to the movie.

"Are you okay??" I asked.

He looked at me and smiled.

"Yeah.. I will be" He smiled.

"You remembered Tracey don't you??" I sighed.

"I can't forget her just like that Claire.. She's a part of me" He sighed.

My heart beats faster as I moved closer to him.

"Jason" I smiled as I looked at his eyes.
"What are you doing??" He asked.

I closed my eyes as I leaned forward and kissed Jason in the lips.

I pull apart from him and smiled.

"I can't do this Claire" He sighed.

"Why not??" I asked.

"I don't want to take advantage of our situation" He sighed.

"What do you mean??" I asked.

"I can't use my grief as an excuse to kiss you" He sighed.