One-hundred Sleepless Nights (Vic Fuentes is my dad)

Chapter 3

Once Vic finished all the paper work he took it to the officer at the front desk.

The officer typed something into the computer sitting in front of him and said "Your free to take her."

He said "Thank you." and walked over to the rest of us.

"So you may know we are on warped tour right now. We can cancel it or you can come with us on tour. their is only one leg left so it wont be too long." Vic said.

I looked at the four guys in front of me. I wasnt going to make them stop doing what they love because I came around and I really want to meet all my favorite bands so I said "We can finish the tour."

Mike screams "YES!" then throws his hand over his mouth.

we all start laughing at him.

Vic led us to a huge tour bus parked in the back.

He asks me "whats your address so we can go get your stuff?"

I think about it for a second. I never told anyone my address. We lived in a really small, broken down house and I was always ashamed of it. I told him anyways because I knew I needed my stuff.

The bus starts and we head to my childhood home.

After the short drive to my house I shamfully walk to the front door and get the key out of the flower pot. I walk into the house and go to the back of the living room where I kept all my stuff.

Their was only one bedroom and my mother got it.

I grabbed two suitcases from the closet and started putting clothes in them as PTV comes in. They look confused as to why my stuff was in the living room so I said "Their is only one bedroom."

They nod and come over to help.

I go to the bathroom to get my things from in their and grab my razor.

As I'm about to walk out I run into Tony. He says "No blades, right?"

I nod my head hoping he didn't see me put them in my make-up bag.

He says "Ok" and we go to finish up packing.

Once we are done packing all my clothes and other things I would need the guys take my bags to the bus and I go into my mothers room. I get her sweatshirt and her charm bracelet. Once I have them I walk out of the house for the last time and onto the bus where I will be living for a while.

I feel the bus start underneath me and Vic turns and asks me "Do you have everything you need?"

I nod and ask him "Can you show me where I'm gonna sleep im pretty tired. He nods and stands up.

He takes me to the bunks and shows me which one was mine.

I nod and say "Thanks."

I pull my suitcase out and get pajamas and my make-up bag out.

I walk over to the small bathroom and get changed before removing my make-up.

I dig around in my make-up bag until I find what im searching for.

I pull the sharp piece of medal out and look at it for a second.

I make sure the door is locked before I run the blade along my wrist a few times.

Once I'm satisfied of the amount I stop and look at the cuts.

I'm so worthless.

I hear a knock on the door "You've been in their a really long time. Are you okay?" I hear Vic's voice say.

I notice I'm crying so I know I can't say anything without him knowing I'm crying.

I say "Yes." As best as I could but it wasn't enough.

"Alli? Are you okay? You sound like your crying?"

"Damn it Vic just leave me alone!" I scream through the door.

I hear foot steps.

"Alli, open the door right now." it was Tony.

"What am I, in a prison? Can a girl not be in the bathroom for more then 5 minutes without being questioned?"

I start cleaning up the blood so if they break the door or I open the door they wont see it.

"Alli please dont make me do this." it was Tony's voice again.

I know he means tell Vic about me cutting so I scream "Tony don't!"

"Then open the damn door."

Their is barely any blood left so I deside to open the door. Once I unlock it Tony pulls it open.

He grabs my hand and pulls me to the front lounge.

"Tell them, now or I will."

Vic butts in "Tell us what?"

"Tony, I fucking trusted you!"

"You didn't even tell me! I found out by myself!"

"I don't care! You said you wouldn't tell!"

"Your fucking right! and I'm not going to! You are!"

Vic butts in again "What the fuck is going on?!?"

Tony waits a couple seconds to see if I respond and when I don't he grabs my wrist.

I scream in agony from the fresh cuts most likely open now.

Vic looks confused until he sees the blood seeping through my pajamas.

Vic rushes over too me and pulles up my pajamas to reveal all the cuts running up my wrists.

I rip my wrist out of the shocked Vic's grasp and scream in his face "Don't you fucking dare act like you care! You don't know me or what i've been through! I dont want your fucking simpathy!" I storm back to the bathroom get my things and go to my bunk.

I shut my curtain and put my earbuds in blaring Bring Me the Horizon. I feel someone looking at me but I have my back turned to them. I can slightly hear talking but I try to zone it out.

Someone rips my earbuds out and I turn around extremely pissed. I see its Mike and say "What the fuck do you want?"

"Be quiet. My brother will kill me if he knew what I was doing"

"What are yo-"

"We're at the venue and we're going out. It always helps me when I'm pissed off. Go get dressed and meet me in the front lounge. Everyone's asleep so be quiet."

I nod and go to my suitcase picking out a outfit.

Once I was ready I walk to the front lounge to see Mike on his phone.

I ask "Ready?" and he nods. "Lets go"

We walk outside and the first thing Mike does is pull a cigerette out. I get the biggest craving ever and rip the pack and lighter out of his hands. He sighs and says "Vic is gonna murder me..."

I giggle as I light the cigerette in my mouth.

Tonight might actually be fun.