Bep bep beeeeeeep
This is the alarm clock.
Today is Sunday. It is 10am and Andrea is still sleeping embraced to me, I am so well when he embraces me, when we sleep curled up but now the time has come to wake him up who has to go to work, it is a pity that he is busy today, I wanted to go to do shopping with him who always accompanies me, now it is tradition, every Saturday night disco and every Sunday shopping, he says he has fun, I don't know if he says it to make me happy or if he really is but I think it really is, he always wants to go in sports shops and I have to follow it and not the other way round but we have fun like crazy, yet when I shop we are sober -that is not always so obvious-.
"Andrea get up!" I tell him while I throw him a pillow, if I don't hit him violently he won't wake up
"I'm awake, that thing that sounds is an alarm not an alarm clock" he says getting up from bed and stretching "anyway" he resumes "I'm sorry that today we can't go shopping together, tomorrow is Monday and we have to go to school we don't see each other anymore for a week "is saddened
"Yeah, what a pity that we chose two different schools in two different towns, oh well come on we call every day with Skype"
"Aurora! Roberta has arrived"
"Thanks Mara, I'm coming"
"I have to go Andrea, see you tomorrow"
"Bye Auri"
He greets me by giving me a kiss on the forehead.
I've never been appreciated yet he appreciates me just the way I am. When that asshole dumped me I decided to change, revolutionize my life and in three years I have become what I am now and still nobody appreciates me, I only have two real friends, who have also been close to me since always, the others they look with an inquisitive look every time I pass, I know I have a problem, I realize it but I can't stop fucking, I need someone to always fuck with - yet I can't masturbate either alone or with sex toys I try but on my own I don't like it I don't know why but it's like this - and this problem of mine makes me look like a bitch in the eyes of the others, they've told me several times. I can't understand why if a man fucks with many girls he is cool but if a woman fucks with many men she is a bitch, I never understood why the world turns so wrong.
"Gaia, Fra are we going shopping today this afternoon?" I type this message on my keyboard and send it to the two best friends as I leave my best friend's house to get into my mom's car.
I have to distract myself from all these thoughts made in the early morning, on Sunday, after a hangover.
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Hi guys, here's the sixth chapter.
I hope you like it, what do you think? Even Aurora's "reputation"? And his thought?
Altea
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