3 in the morning, at Andrea's house ...
"Would you be willing to cuddle me tonight?" I ask Andrea.
Tonight I have my head spinning like it did very few times, I drank little so alcohol is not the problem, it was that boy, I have no idea who he is, we didn't even show up but it was love at first sight, yes I think it was a real love at first sight.
"Aurora, tell me. That boy really won you over, didn't he?"
"Yes, I really think so" I curl up in his arms, my head on his shoulder, his head on mine
"I see it, you have eyes at heart but at the same time sad"
"You know the reason, I can't afford to have a boyfriend"
"Maybe Luca wasn't the right one"
"Luca was the right one, it's me who have been, and I am, the wrong one"
Luca. The sweetest and most perfect guy I've ever met.
We got engaged after two years that I had given up with Lorenzo, I had already started to "make the life of a bitch" -this is the way people define my life- and I met him at the disco, he was with his friends, even with him it had been love at first sight, we met and got together, it was six wonderful months, even if I only understand it now, then I didn't understand how lucky I was to have known him.
I betrayed him. At least seven times.
I'm a nymphomaniac, I have a problem. I was, and I am, used to fucking with different people every minute, with him yes, it was a good sex but I did not feel complete, I always needed new people, while he did not like the disco I went there, while I was engaged with him, to fuck with random people, I am not proud but I can not help it. He discovered it and gave me up, he did well, I don't blame him, I would have given up with me too.
"Are you thinking about Luca?" Andrea's voice interrupts my thoughts
"No, not really him but the two of us when we were engaged"
"What conclusion did you come to?"
"That I ruined it. That I ruin everything I touch"
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Hi guys, this is chapter fourteen.
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Romance"Do you know the story of Cinderella? Where she is always perfect and kind even if she is upset by life and in the end she gets engage with the prince charming? So my life started lime this but it became a mess made up of people of shit, of bad comp...
