I didn't think of reducing myself like this

Chapter 8

"Aurora, wake up!"  I hear a voice that screams in my ears and a hand that shakes me, I wake up and I am half rattled, my eyes are blurred and I see a silhouette in front of me -Oh fantastic!  I still fell asleep in class, I still have headphones in my ears and a nice note on the electronic register.  I'm a fucking mess! -

At home...

I come home from school, I eat, I go to my room, I go to Pornhub, I watch porn, I wait for 5 pm, I phone my best friend who has just returned from school, I take a shower, I eat, I go back to bed, I watch TV series  , I sleep.  And the next day I do the exact same things.  I live my life waiting on Saturday night to go to the disco and really have fun.  The others believe that I have a good life - when they don't insult me ​​they believe that I have a good life - and instead my life is simply boring and repetitive, or rather it has become, before it was hectic and beautiful.

When I was engaged to Lorenzo my life was simply perfect.  He's a year older than me but they had rejected him and in first grade I found him in my class, it was love at first sight, we looked at each other half a second and the spark struck, I was twelve, he thirteen.  I took the step of losing my virginity with him, already at thirteen, - I say already because at the time it seemed so much I had already waited a year to fuck and instead now, in hindsight it was too early - and everything has fallen since then.  My vagina still had to form completely, I had perhaps only had the first period, and when he penetrated me it caused me a strong bleeding due to the breakage of the hymen, usually these things are not so catastrophic but I was small and maybe  less trained than the other girls, I had to run to the emergency room the doctor at the time cured me immediately and everything was over, they said that by now the hymen was broken and there was nothing we could do, but I could still have fucked without problems  but I didn't want anymore, I was afraid, too much.  In the meantime we had both reached real puberty and he wanted to fuck but I didn't feel like it.  However, he didn't wait for me, he found another.  He beatrayed me.  He dumped me with a message.

So I had decided to make him pay.  I started going to the disco and having sex with the first one I found myself in front of.  I did it to make him jealous and it worked, when he saw me with others he gnawed his ass, you could see him a kilometer away and in the meantime the girl who was engaged with him betrayed him - karma, what a beautiful thing- then, however, he  started to make a living again and I started to find pleasure in having sex, I had become a nymphomaniac.  And then there was Andrea who at that time has always been close to me, however, he started to attend bad companies, to take drugs, to alcohol and he dragged me inside and so my mental cells slowly fry all and therefore also with  the school has all become a mess.

An idiot has completely ruined my life, if I had not known him now I would not be an drugged, alcoholic and addicted to sex and yet, even if I could, I would not change a comma of my past and my current life.

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Hi guys, this is the eighth chapter.

I hope you like it, also because we have finally figured out who the "asshole" who was often named is.

Altea