Beep Beep
A direct? Strange I get few direct in my life ...
He's ... the disco guy.
Kevin, his name is Kevin. What a beautiful name.
He said I've been stuck in his head since we met - I knew how much you stayed in my head, my boy - he also said that he wants to take me to a bar to have a coffee.
I think a lot about this proposal, I would accept but I can't. I can't deceive him.
I don't know what I would give to get to know him, but I saw it and understood what it is like. He is sweet, loving, he would give you the world. I'd just ruin him, I'm a sex machine and he'll probably still be a virgin - maybe I still would be, if I were still a virgin I probably wouldn't ruin everything I touch-, he would give me all the love it would have capable and I would betray him with the first one who passes on the street, I am not made to have stable relationships. I'm not made for relationships.
He deserves better than someone like me. A girl who really loves him. He has seen me once and thinks he knows me, he doesn't know how I really am, I know how he is made, he is the same as Luca, same look, same smile, same candor, same idea of being able to be engaged with someone like me, Luca wanted try to change me and instead in the end I am the one who changed ... partner.
I have to answer that direct.
"Hi, I'm glad you contacted me, you stayed in my head too, but I'm sorry to tell you but I don't feel like having a coffee with you. Sorry" I press ENTER.
It hurts to have pressed that "send" and while I was writing the message my letter tightened every letter I pressed but I know I can't deceive it.
I know I can't deceive him because I know I can't change.
I can't be what I'm not and I'm a sex machine.
End of the story.
I go to bed, I try to sleep, I try to forget about him. Aware of the fact that not even by trying I would succeed.
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Hi guys this is chapter nineteen.
Hope you like it. Do you think Aurora and Kevin will meet again or will it end up like this?
Altea
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