Chapter 19

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Beep Beep

A direct?  Strange I get few direct in my life ...

He's ... the disco guy.

Kevin, his name is Kevin.  What a beautiful name.

He said I've been stuck in his head since we met - I knew how much you stayed in my head, my boy - he also said that he wants to take me to a bar to have a coffee.

I think a lot about this proposal, I would accept but I can't.  I can't deceive him.

I don't know what I would give to get to know him, but I saw it and understood what it is like.  He is sweet, loving, he would give you the world.  I'd just ruin him, I'm a sex machine and he'll probably still be a virgin - maybe I still would be, if I were still a virgin I probably wouldn't ruin everything I touch-, he would give me all the love it would have  capable and I would betray him with the first one who passes on the street, I am not made to have stable relationships.  I'm not made for relationships.

He deserves better than someone like me.  A girl who really loves him.  He has seen me once and thinks he knows me, he doesn't know how I really am, I know how he is made, he is the same as Luca, same look, same smile, same candor, same idea of ​​being able to be engaged with someone like me, Luca wanted  try to change me and instead in the end I am the one who changed ... partner.

I have to answer that direct.

"Hi, I'm glad you contacted me, you stayed in my head too, but I'm sorry to tell you but I don't feel like having a coffee with you. Sorry" I press ENTER.

It hurts to have pressed that "send" and while I was writing the message my letter tightened every letter I pressed but I know I can't deceive it.

I know I can't deceive him because I know I can't change.

I can't be what I'm not and I'm a sex machine.

End of the story.

I go to bed, I try to sleep, I try to forget about him.  Aware of the fact that not even by trying I would succeed.

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Hi guys this is chapter nineteen.

Hope you like it.  Do you think Aurora and Kevin will meet again or will it end up like this?

Altea

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