a heart to hold miya osamu [ ✓ ]

what happened?

tuesday night

23:00

hey akaashi is y/n okay? i
just wanted to make sure she's
okay going to bed

yeah

thanks for picking her up
and taking her out to eat

i'm sure it brought her mood
up

are you and samu good?

yeah no problem

idk i think he's thinking

he's so fucking dumb just
leaving y/n thinking like
that

he keeps going back to
high school thinking that
every girl is gonna be like
his ex

you see samu right? y/n
makes him so happy and
i know she means what
she says and what she does

man i promised you samu's
a serious type of lover but
fuck he just keeps going
back and closing when he's
happy

fuck

hey it's okay

what he went through was tough

you can't blame him for wanting
to protect himself even if we
all know y/n's intentions are
pure

but she made him lunch and
she went out of her way even
wanting to give him half

she's looking out for him and
wonders about him everyday

i took her out to eat with me

and i thought it might help
distract her from samu's
dick move earlier

but even after that she just
wants him to be okay

what the fuck man

i dont know what to tell you

i think he just really needs
some time

and ignore y/n?? no way

what can you do tsumu?

we can't control the way your
brother feels

maybe we don't understand him
fully and you can't say for sure
that he really ever got over it.

it's hard to be used and almost
live in the shadow of someone
you hold so dear

i know

i just dont want him to be sad
anymore when y/n makes him
so happy.

his mood is better when she's
around, he looks like he doesn't
worry much??

he looks like he's actually enjoying
school for once u know??

he smiles more at home and like
he isn't so deadpan

i know

i see the difference too

but tsumu this is something
that osamu's probably struggling
with

don't you think that maybe he
knows he might like y/n? i
dont think he'd go out of his
way like that for just anybody

he's scared and maybe he went
too fast

it isn't like y/n knew just what
happened and how much his
heart broke so of course she
followed his pace

not to say it's his fault

yeah i get what you mean

it's just frustrating

i want him to be happy and
i don't want him to push away
who makes him happy

yeah

did he tell you that he didn't
wanna be around her anymore?

not... really???

i dunno we just fought and
yelled at each other

threw a punch at each other's
faces

you two sure don't hold back
huh

lmao we've always been like
that

a punch isn't gonna kill any of
us

hahahah i'm certain

did you wanna talk about
your fight specifically?

yeah do you mind? i just
gotta get it off my chest
properly

samu's got omi to talk to
and i know i can talk to him
too but i just dont wanna
make him feel overwhelmed
over a problem that kind isnt
mine in the first place

you're looking out for your
brother

i'll call you

okay thanks man