His Problems {Roman Angst - Sander Sides} (Complete) (Reupload)

The Sad Thruth

⚠️TW⚠️ ; mention of death, cutting, suicide, bad thoughts

Roman had been working on a video idea for Thomas for months. He was having no luck. What ever he turned into logan always was givin back with.

'that will not work'

'it's not even understandable!'

'Roman do your job correct for once.'

The last one stung. He was trying. He really was. There was even a point where Roman hadn't left his room for 3 weeks because he was working on a project.

A project that Logan refused.

Roman had learnt to live with it at this point....

He did always wonder though...

What if he went over to the dark sides.

Would they accept him?

Would they try to kill him.

Roman was terrified of death. It was the scariest thing to him.... Well that was until the last few days. He felt like dying.

He strtarted walking around in his room in circles like he did every other day trying to think of a good idea. Then his leg knocked his sword as he tripped over it.

He just stared at the sword. Freshly sharpened. What if- no! He was a prince he needed to....... He needed to...... Needed to cut his body with he sword.

He lifted the sword and inspected it.

"hmm. What if I just did one or two for now?" and so he did. One or two..... Times 10. When he was done there were 20 fresh cuts down his arms 10 on each.

He felt good. Like he had a reason to be upset now. This is what he needed.

He sat there for a few moments looking at the blood down his arms. Then there was a knock. It caught him of guard completely. "Heya kiddo! Come on out we are having a movie night with Thomas!"

"Be right out pat!" he yelled back not noticing how he was quietly sobbing to himself. 'guess I need to bandage these now' he let out a sigh washed his hands and bandaged them up before slipping on his beast onesie. Right at the moment he did really feel like a beast.

Right them he was summoned along with the other sides.

"hey guys! Ready for a Disney marathon!"

Everyone shouted yes at the same time. Everyone except Roman. The only one to seem to notice was Virgil. They watched the first movie and noticed how Roman didn't sing along to any song.

When the last movie was over. Roman stood up and looked at all the sides. They were all asleep. One bye one Roman picked them up bringing the to their respective rooms. Virgil was the last one. What he didn't know was that Virgil had woken up when he was carrying patton out.

Virgil was now in Romans arms being carried bridle style to his room in the mindscape. Roman lay Virgil on his bed and was about to walk out when virgil grabbed onto his hands and very tiredly pulled Roman on top of him. Roman had caught himself before he could fall and flatten virgil. He was now over Virgil. Virgil lay under neath him looking at him like he needed Roman to cuddle into him and stay with him forever.

Roman put it down to him being tierd and probably thought it was best I'd he left. He tried to get up but Virgil wrapped his legs around Roman, koala style. He hugged into Romans chest and wouldnt let go. Eventually he gave in and lay next to Virgil in the bed. He decided just wait til the side fell full asleep and than move him away.

Easier said than done.