His Problems {Roman Angst - Sander Sides} (Complete) (Reupload)

A Dark Hallway

It was a black tunnel.

The world was dark.

I look up only to be met by a grey sky.

Not a pretty grey sky, no of course not.

The sky was a mucky grey. Almost a washed out grey that somehow was still it was still pitch dark.

Is this what dying felt like?

I wonder around the tunnel some more only to find a small boy sitting there.i walk up to him and place my hand on his knee. He looks at me. He's been crying. He has washed out Red with Green tipped hair.

"Your okay..... I know it hurts..... But look at me.......look at us..... We got through it!" I knew this was me as a younger side just after being split from Remus. I was in so much pain. He was taken straight away to the dark sides. While I was left there in the lightsides. We could only see eachother in the imagination.

Younger smiled and faded away. I got up and kept walking the hallway. Another boy was sitting all alone. A teenage version of me. This was my first time dealing with heart break. Well Thomas's First time. It was when I had learned about my touch starvation. It felt like I shattered when it was starting but I sook got over it. I walk over and engulf him in a hug. He hugs back. Then fades away.

As I walked there was more of younger me's every where. First time puckingbuo my meals. First time cutting my arm. First art block. First brainstorm. All the bad things that have happened in my life. Then at last ........ There was a room illuminated by a bright light. I walk in only to find myself now. I sit down next to him. He's just staring at the blank white wall.

"Roman?" he said in a quiet mumble.

"yeah?"

"do you think it ever gets better?"

I let out a sigh and look away from him.

"I-I don't....... Know.... "

he looks to me and smiles.

"Roman whatever you do.... Don't give up... For me!"

Then I woke up.