What would happen if I just stopped.... Duck out?
Killed myself....
Would Remus become King again or would he just get all creative control.... What if a new side formed? They'd be happy with the new side wouldn't they?
I hadn't noticed my hand was now drenched in blood from my nails digging into my arms as I shock reoping some scabbed over cuts.
I'm creativity.... I can just conjour bandages.... But will I?........ No!
If the sides didn't want me to die they would have helped me more...
Virgil would have told them. Or even just Picani. But did he?
No.
This is what they wanted...
I...... I know this is what they want.
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Roman looked around his room. The only though in his head. 'It's time to go'He walked out to the common areas to say good bye to everyone. Of course he wouldn't tell anyone about killing himself later on in the day. He just wanted to see the faces of the people who he may love but hated him at the same time one last time....
Patton and Logan were cuddling on the couch with Virgil making gagging motions at the PDA couple while still smiling and laughing. Patton was giggling and Logan was smiling at Patton. They are so happy with me me....
Was all that was going through his head."Hey guys! I'm just telling you I Love you all!" Roman smiled out for once this was a real smile because he was telling the truth.
"I love you two kiddo! I love all my kiddos!" Patton made him smile.
"I to, have platonic love towards you all." That made him chuckle.
"Well I for one would Not be here if it weren't for all of you sooooo, I Guess I love you guys to...." This gave Roman little flutters in his heart.
"I for one, hate you all~" Janus said as he popped up.
"HEY YA'LL I HERE TO!" Remus screamed from down the hall. "I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU ALL SO NOW SOME ONE FUCK ME!"
This make Roman turn his nose to look at his twin. "umm No thanks.... Remus... I would rather stay away from Doing anything with my brother.....""What ever Moron!" This made Roman Flatten. He was just happy, he knew Remus ment it as a joke but.... It hurt...
"Well my famILY I shall return to my kingdom of a room!" With that it Roman turned Round and bowed........ He bowed his last bow. And walked away to his room.
*Time skip*
"Virgil Kiddo?"
"Yeah Dad?"
"Go get Roamn from his room please!"
"will do pop star." Virgil did a two finger salute to Pattonas he walked up to Romans door. "Hey Princey time for Dinner!"
...
There was no answer. ( Sorry not Sorry )
"Princey?"
...
"Roman? Hey you in there?"
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"REMUS IS ROMAN IN THE IMAGINATION?"
"NOPE HE IS IN HIS ROOM!"
'Then why won't he answer me?'
"Roman if you don't answer me in coming in!"
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"I swear to god!"
Virgil messed with the doorknob noticing it was locked.
'Patton has keys in the kitchen.'
Virgil walked down to the kitchen where Patton was cooking for all the sides still getting ready to take it up.
"Hey Dad can u have to keys to Romans room he's not oping it and won't answer,Remus u said he was in his room."
"Top draw to the right! Call me if anything is wrong."
Virgil got the key and walked back up to Romans room only to find Remsu on the floor in what seemed like pain.
"Remus? You okay bud...?"
"It..... It hurtsssss....." he slurs his 's' when all of a sudden his face fell as did the pain.
"Why am I having Good thoughts.....?"
"What? Did you seriously think one of your thought are good? Remus don't be stupid you can't." Remus looked up to Virgil. Virgil now noticing that one of his eyes that was green was now red. In a panic he jingles the keys to Romans room and opens the door. The two boys put there hand on the dorr nob to open it at the same time.......
now nothing can take back what they just saw......
He was just hanging there.....
His body's pale and his face is violently bare.....
Remus seems to stop everything. Virgil falls to the floor with a panic attack......
"Kiddos Thomas is having a panic attack is everythi-..... No....." Patton now staring up at his body.... "NO!" tears roll down his face he collapses to the floor. Now it's Loagns turn.
"What is worrying you Virgil, Thomas is having a -......" Roman looks up at the body hanging from the ceiling. "I-I....."the tears down his face are the most they've ever seen the nerd express emotions...
Janus walks in..... He goes into atuo pilot it seems having a dull expression the minute he sees the body. He walked over and takes it down. A note falls out of his pocket. He unfolds it with care. Reading it out loud.
"I'm sorry Guys but this world is just not my place
I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
I've come to realize this world's full of sin
There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
I've got no reason to stay here with this awful raceIt's a disgrace, I was misplaced
Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
It's okay though, 'cause you'll see me soon
You'll know when your time has come
Just look at the moonAs it shines bright throughout the night
And remember everyone's facing their own fight
But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
You'll make it through the night
Just hug your pillow tighterSo let the world know, that I died in vain
'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled onThat's what you used to tell me, he's just dramatic, egotistical and all.
So I'm going by the law, "majority rules"
My presence in this mind is not needed any longer
And if anything, I hope this makes you strongerYou're the bests friend that I ever had
It's such a shame I had to make you so very sad
But just remember that you meant everything to me
And to my heart, you're the only ones that held the keyNow it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
I'm watching over you from the clouds above
And sending down the purest and whitest doveTo watch over you, and be my helpful eye
So this is it, world, goodbye"The all crashed this time Janus snapping out of it. He dropped the note.
They never noticed. The body that was now laying on the ground next to him was one of the most handsome men that you would have ever seen. He was loved by them all beacsue he helped them all. He was the most creative of them all. He was the Prince.
He is Dead. The Bad Days are over.
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