Our Song

Chapter 01

Her pov.

Everything screams chaos, I just want to shut all the voices, It's so noisy! The monsters, they're here. I heard them. Help me, please. Get them out

I hear her, she's calling my name. But I can't. Tears came running down to my cheeks, it wasn't stopping, I can't move nor shout

Sorry,

I'm sorry

I woke up in a familiar room, my room for 11 years. It's already 7:00 am in the morning. I felt the tears running through my cheeks again. I always had that dream

Everytime that I'm waking up I always feel the tears, I'm crying. Again

'Do you have that dream again?' Pagkakaintindi ko sa galaw ng kamay nito. I'm a deaf and a mute, I can't hear nor speak, sign language helps me to communicate

She's Dr. Cortez she was been my doctor since the accident happened 11 years ago, beside her was Nay Lara, she was the one who's taking care of me. Kwento sa'kin ni Nay Lara nakakapagsalita at nakakarinig naman daw ako noon so, they're trying to help me bring back those 2 senses of mine

But, it was already 11 years yet, nothing happened and everytime I try I always end up failing

Sabi sa'kin ni Dr. Cortez, the accident triggered my condition. My mind shut off two of my senses which is hearing and speaking

My reflexes though, it shuts me from hearing the world. I was young back then, but I still clearly remember everything. Yung aksidente, it was a nightmare.

Kahit paulit-ulit ko man na ipikit ang mga mata ko, nakikita ko pa rin si mama, she's covering me, she assured me that everything will be fine

'Dari, nak. We love you' those are the last words I heard before our car crashed into that big truck, my dad smiled at me, the sweetest smile I've ever seen before the world get the most precious people I have

After that accident I got into trauma for months, I can't talk, I just want to shut everything out. I felt left alone, Nay Lara was the only person left to me

Maybe, my condition wasn't bad afterall. It'll help me stop the world from crashing on me. And I'm used to it for years

As usual, Dr. Cortez asks me some questions regarding my dream and done a several tests to check if my condition was getting fine

And it all went good aside from, there are still no signs of recovery

Tiningnan ako ni Nay Lara, tinatanong ako nito kung okay lang ba ako, sinagot ko naman 'to gamit ang simpleng pagngiti para iassure 'to na okay lang ako

Mahirap mawalan ng mga taong mahalaga sayo, pero nagpapasalamat pa rin ako na kahit ganun, nandyan si Nay Lara. She became my mother and my father

Matapos ang mga tests ay nagpaalam na si Dr. Cortez. I'm also thankful to her because she's not getting tired of believing that one day I'll be fine, na makakapagsalita at makakarinig din ako

Kinuha ko muna ang mga librong hindi ko pa natatapos basahin, nagawa ko naman na 'yung mga assignments ko kaya pwede na

I was 7 years old that time when I became an orphan, after that due to my condition I've decided to continue studying here at home. Home schooling was like normal school, I still got to learn aside from, I don't have classmates and a school to be called

Nagpasalamat naman ako kay Nanay ng dalhan ako nito ng meryenda, niyaya ko itong kumain ngunit tumanggi 'to sabi niya tapos na daw siya, ginawa niya daw talaga 'yun para sa'kin

She's the best!

Then back to what I'm reading, it absorbed me again to my another world where it's just me and my books