Andy and Elena and Maya, one kid, to firefighters one dream

Elena and Andy's first fight

Seen from Elena

I woke up pretty late on Saturday. Andy was still asleep. I felt bad because Andy did everything for me even when her best friend was at the hospital. I decided to make breakfast for us. I made pancakes because I knew she likes it. I know that she had shift today and also I knew she had a tough time getting in her new rank because she didn't like to have Maya's rank. she felt like it was her fault. But in the end, it wasn't. She never did anything. Andy didn't do it. She wasn't the person that drove the car or the neurosurgeon that got her paralyzed. Also, she was to close to the case.  I went to wake up andy and goes back to the kitchen. Andy sat down and looked at me. She looked at me and tiredly said "hey sweetie are you alright" I answered "hey mom, yeah I'm fine, I made breakfast for you" She looked at me, I felt bad. "mom listen, Maya's accident wasn't your fault, you weren't the person that drove the car and you weren't the person, the doctor who got her paralyzed. you weren't on call,  you were to close to the case. MOM stop feeling bad" She looked at me with a look I wish I've never seen. I finished eating and went to my room because I realized that I was the reason that my is paralyzed. I falled down at the bed crying. I thought that I was a failure and I couldn't breathe. I looked around knowing that some day id have to move away. I just knew it for myself.