Mare's Nests

January, still third year college

"So basically Zev is in U.S. right now?"

"Yep, I think he's taking orthopedics there"

"Eh. Would've been cool if he took neurosurgery or cardio"

"You're too hung up with your fantasies over surgeons"

I chuckled at Isla's remark as I scooped a spoonful of ice cream from my cup. Today is movie day. It's basically our agenda to watch one movie together at the cinema every month. We're all set up and just waiting for the movie to start.

"You know how I always loved guys who wear white coats, it just makes them seem so cool. I hope there will be lots of doctors at my clinical internship"

"Ahh that's right next semester you'll start your internship right?"

"Where do you plan on going?"

"Well for my clinical internship I was thinking of the closest place near home the National Center of XXX for Mental Health Affiliations"

I saw Isla stared at me like crazy.

"That place is near my Uncle's place you bitch"

I laughed at her place. I have this crush on Isla's uncle because of his intellectual ability. The same uncle whose place is near to that place I want to do my internship.

"YOU PLANNED THIS DIDN'T YOU?"

"I SO DID NOT HAHAHA It just so happens that that place is affiliated with our University so we have no choice but to take our internship there"

Isla scoffed at me like the irritated little girl she is.

"Oh so there's a chance that you'll be seeing Isla's uncle around there?"

"The probability of that statement is at 20 percent"

I laughed at Isla and hushed them when the movie was about to start.

When he looks at me, the way he looks at me... He does not know, what I lack... Or - how - I am incomplete. He sees me, for what I - am, as I am. He's happy - to see me. Every time. Every day.
What would feeling like somebody feel like? To suddenly exist not only in your world, but someone else's as well?

To exist not only in my world but someone else's as well? Suddenly a silhouette I never saw before appeared and in that moment it scared the hell out of me.. because that silhouette was suddenly associated with only one word.

Zev..