Diary Of The Broken

Prologue

Hailey Masterson's Diary (2008)

Hello if you're reading this then it's already too late, calm down now, this isn't a suicide story and I'm not dead I am perfectly okay.

My name is Hailey and as you can tell this is my diary which you are reading, you shouldn't but what the heck, I'm writing it down anyway, I'm going to be telling you about my life, my friends and basically everything about me that has led up to this moment that I am now, you see as kid I wasn't the most attractive person to be with and life was really hard, having so many people to look up to but none to talk to.

Let me take you a little back to my life, sit back and relax cause its going to be one heck of a story.

First day of third grade when little Hailey was just a small kid not knowing how cruel the world was, I wanted to be the best and I wanted everyone to Like me, so as it would happened there's this girl named Esther, now Esther wasn't your everyday third grader oh no. She knew everything there is to know and every kid wanted to be with her I for one was dying just for her to let me in her crew, as the story unfolded I was called one day and they told me ''congratulations Hailey you're in our group."

Oh what sweet joy I thought I finally had friends, I was so happy and excited then suddenly the weirdest thing happened Esther brought out a perfume and lip gloss and they started to put it on me.

"What is going on?" I asked and they simply replied that for me to be with them I had to fit in and honestly right now I don't look the squad, one of the crew mates even had the guts to tell me that I smelled real bad and I needed this, I was so heartbroken, embarrassed so many things running through my mind, so I asked "Then why are you letting me in the clique?" And they simply replied "money."

My whole world came crumbling down, this was so unexpected the world showed me it's cruelty at a very young age and I couldn't take it so I wanted out, I told them I can't, but after much persuasion and convincing I agreed, why? You ask, I was a lonely bitch I needed friends and if paying for it was what I needed to do then so be it, it didn't feel wrong at that time but I liked being a part of something.

Our friendship was going on good and they started to like me or at least so I thought, we would hang all the time and I would get them what ever they wanted.

But I couldn't keep this up I was living a lie I wasn't even being involved, in most activities so we parted ways.

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It was at the ending of my third grade when a new girl was brought to our school, she was in my class and gullible Hailey fell for the trap.

Her name was Favour she was quite the average height and eyes you could get lost into, calm down I don't mean it that way she just has really huge eyes and it complimented her well. We became friends immediately and bonded quickly it was friendship at first sight lol. We had so much things in common and well we both loved drawing so after class we would meet and talk draw and among others, she was bad at drawing but I guess she did it for me, so I would mostly be the one teaching, we went on being besties, yes we got into trouble, I mostly take the fault and gets punished but I still didn't care she was real and I didn't want to lose that.

As the term was ending I found out something shocking About her,  she started hanging with Esther's crew and that was how I lost my first best friend. I will admit it hurt me real bad but what hurt most was seeing her with someone I never expected.

Fourth grade came and guess what I got into a new class and there again I met Fiona, let the games begin I told myself.

She was another girl who was yet to cause little Hailey so much pain, now Fiona was a nice girl from heart and she genuinely liked me, the problem was she was friends with Favour and Favour hated the sight of us together, when ever we hanged it was always a bundle of arguments and we'd end up fighting, we just never got over the fact that we can't be friends anymore, we just kept on arguing and arguing that it got worse and no one wanted to be around us anymore.

Being the Hailey that I am I befriended another who was twice a grade ahead of me, she was in six grade, being older she didn't participate in all the drama and she liked me and so did I, we always hanged out and talk and a friendship built to make another jealous because true, I finally had it all Fiona got tired of Favour and decided to apologise and we became the best of crew, we were inseparable no one could get to us.

It was one of the proudest moment of mine in school and till today I'll never forget you two the first real friends I had, even you Favour first best friend.♥♥

Hail♥♥

Now wasn't that something so yes grade school was hard for me but at least I have something to remember and even though it was rough I made some friends in the end and some good memories.

Join me next time as I read another page of my diary and the lesson it taught me to be who I am today.

Lesson of the day: it doesn't matter who hurt you or the bad decisions they made, its the memories that matter that you'll live to remember in the end of the day.

Hailey.♥♥

(A/N: this book will be a form of narration and contain few dialogues included, how did you like the first chapter so far? Let me know.)