Life

Nonsense

"Its hard to explain" I told him at that time
But inside I knew it wasnt a good time

My heart sinks when I think about leaving him
But my brain knows its the right thing to do

I know I wont be happy for a while
But it's short term or a long term phenomena

I feel like hurting myself now
A feeling I've never gotten before, anyhow

I try my best to smile and act as if everything is alright
But i keep losing my appetite

Writing makes my sorrows on hold for a while
Eventually, it will be back at the speed of light