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"Hush, yu sholl is stingy with the blunt" Tweezy complained.
I just shrugged, still taking long puffs from it. I was neva stingy with Kiana, we always had ah certain rotation. She ah get two puffs, then meh. Sometimes she would jus take the whole blunt fa herself and make meh roll another one. I missed that shit.
Most days, we was ova at Double D new house. He went and bought him ah new one cause he couldn't stand ta look outside his front doe. It steady reminded him ah what happened. Shit, I'm always reminded of what happened.
POW!
"Kiana! No!" Pook cried out, wanting ta go ova ta ha.
The cop that kicced ha made sure she didn't come nea Kiana again. I didn't give ah fucc. Ma love was just shot fa no fuccin reason. I was frozen, all I seen was ha body jerk then ha loud screams. Ladii pushed by meh ta get ta ha, but the unoccupied officer dealt with ha.
All seven officers was occupied, so I dropped ta ma knees and took ma shirt off.
"Yo Hush, yu aight?" Tysheem asked.
I nodded, raising from ma seat.
"I'm out" I dapped everybody up, walking out ah the house.
I started bacc talking ah la bit. Kiana got meh out ma shell. Even though I would give only dry and half ass answers ta them, I missed having full ass conversations with ha.
I got in ma car, just sitting thea fa ah while. I'm out of it most days. Shit fuccs with ma head every time I take the time ta think.
"Why is yu lookin' at meh like that?" She ignored ma question, squintin' ha eyes at meh.
She looked fine as hell in whateva she wore obviously. From ah dress ta ah sports bra and shorts. She was beautiful and I bet she knew it.
"I can't look at yu?" I licced ma lips.
I smacced ma lips, starting the car and pulling off. I wouldn't mind if ah eighteen wheeler decided ta fucc meh up. All I been through, that would beh ah easy way out. From ma mother, ta ma father, then ma little brother, now Kiana.
Everybody I loved was being taken away from meh. The fucc is the fairness in that? I drove ta the park, wanting ta just beh somewhere whea they would beh hecca noise. Drown out all ah ma thoughts.
