Best friends brother( A Taylor Caniff fanfic)

Chapter33-funeral & separating

Alexia's p.o.v
Well today is the day. I've cried so many times this week. I haven't came out my music room every since we came home that night.Taylor tried to help me but I didn't want his help I wanted my bestfriend back. Even though he made mistakes I forgave him. He wasn't just my bestfriend he was my brother and I loved him. I'm going to try and sing at his funeral without crying so much. I managed to take a shower and get dressed.
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~Skip to funeral~
I walked up to the podium and said my speech I prepared.
One of life's saddest occasions is the passing of a loved one, and almost everyone finds it difficult to find the right words to say at a funeral service. It's hard to avoid being trite, because after all, everything that could be said has probably already been said, and you're left feeling bereft. Cameron Alexander Dallas was the most kind hearted person you'll probably meet. He always tought about others and if he wanted something he went after it. Believe I would know, I chuckled trying to ease to moment. I just wanted to let you know Cameron if your listening that I love you and always will. I wiped my tears away and started to sing "A thousand years" by Cristina perrie.
After I finished the song I went and sat down and listened to everyone talk about how great Cameron was. When the funeral was over and they put him in the ground and I put my flowers on top of his head stone.
3 weeks later
I'm still in the music room laying on the couch crying. Cameron dying isn't the only reason I'm crying, I'm crying because Taylor has been seeing someone else. He thinks I don't know but I'm very aware, its just I don't know what to do. I guess I'll do what I do best....sing. I get in the recording booth and hit record and sing "I'm not the only one" by Sam smith.
You and me, we made a vow
For better or for worse
I can't believe you let me down
But the proof's in the way it hurts

For months on end I've had my doubts
Denying every tear
I wish this would be over now
But I know that I still need you here

[Chorus:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

You've been so unavailable
Now sadly I know why
Your heart is unobtainable
Even though Lord knows you kept mine

[Chorus:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I have loved you for many years
Maybe I am just not enough
You've made me realize my deepest fear
By lying and tearing us up

[Chorus 2x:]
You say I'm crazy
'Cause you don't think I know what you've done
But when you call me baby
I know I'm not the only one

I know I'm not the only one
I know I'm not the only one
And I know...
I know I'm not the only one

I uploaded it to YouTube. I went on Twitter and tweeted
@Alexia_caniff: new YouTube video up, I'm sorry I haven't been posting...I'm going trough a rough time right now. #lexisnewvideo
Taylor's p.o.v
I went up to the music room to check on Lexi. I open the door and seen Lexi laying on the floor. She is still breathing but I can tell something's wrong. I pick her up and put her in the car and drove her to the emergency room. I brung her inside can someone help,i shouted. Nurses came up to me and asked what's wrong with her. I'm not really sure I walked in and she didn't look well. They took her out of my arms and rolled her to a room to examine her.
Couple hours later
"Mr.Caniff", I looked at the doctor and stood up. He walked over to me and said "I'm sorry to inform you sir but your wife hasn't ate in weeks, she fainted from the lack of food sir. I couldn't even talk I just stood their frozen. "You can come see her when ever you want, but we have to keep her here and monitor her, we also thinks she's depressed". I shook my head and headed towards her room. I opened the door and her eyes was close meaning she was sleep. I grabbed a chair and moved it towards her bed. Alexia I'm so sorry for not helping you through the most difficult time of your life, and I'm sorry for cheating on you, I know that's why you're depressed. You're a very smart person you always find everything out, to be honest I was stupid for ever breaking someone as beautiful as you heart. I grabbed her hand and kissed it. "why", I heard her choke out,"why'd you do it". I don't know baby I'm sorry, it was a stupid mistake. By know my eyes were filling with tears. "I love you taylor", I love you too I said back. "But I think we should take a break from each other to get our priorities straight". Hearing the words come out her mouth was like a bullet to my chest. I love you Alexia Marie Caniff forever and always, and with that I walked out the room.
Alexia's p.o.v
I couldn't stand to see him like that but I had to do it. Just then the doctor walked in. "Did you tell your husband". No sir I didn't know how to. Were kinda taking a break but I promise I'll tell him. "Okay Mrs.caniff, remember you have to eat healthier and take care of yourself". Yes doctor thank you so much.