HIS SHADES OF LIFE

Chapter 38 - Part 2

Mine.

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Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:

There is no one more beautiful than this man,
Who knows how to keep love pure...
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~Replay~

Holding my both hand in his, he kept looking down at them than he look at me.

"Farah, I am sorry for all this but this is the real me. I am like this from the start. I'll try to calm myself for you as much as possible but until than you have to endure me at my worst." He said in a convincing tone.

'I am sorry too Shahzaib but I can't endure you, I can't such behavior of yours. What if someday you'll do this to me as well. I can't, I am sorry.' I said in my thoughts.
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Farah's POV :-

I didn't know what to say on his honest confession, So I just nodded. He planted a soft kiss on my forehead.

"I am going to get freshen up, until than you can offer your isha salah in the salah room. It is next to our room, the Golden door. And if you need anything than press the white button next to our bed, a maid will come to help you, okay?" He said with a smile.

Never did this man ever said that this is my house, my room, my things, he mentions it ours. Like we were living together for years, I mean in the starting everyone needs this adjustment in life but he here is like he already adjust everything. But one question that is still budging in my mind, I want to ask him.

"Shahzaib, can I ask you one thing?" I asked not confidently, he nodded with a smile.

"Who are these 86 girls? I mean like are they got hurt or what? Or is it part of your mafia business? I mean like.."

"Human trafficking." He completed my sentence with a stoic face, nervousness coated me in the form of goosebumps that popped because of the angry, cold expression on his face.

"Shahzaib...I.."

"You don't need to," He cut me again with the same face.

"You don't need to interfere in such things, I am here take care of it. I told you when the right time comes, I'll tell you everything." He said, no like commanded, the thing I don't like the most.

"I can wait for the right time but let me tell you as well I don't like commands and all." I said getting all my courage together.

I won't let him control me! The first thing on my mind.
His expression changed into a smile, like really?

"I know wifey, don't worry I won't command. You are not my slave or anything that I would command on." He said caressing my cheek with his hand.

"Now are you mad on me?" He asked.

"No, why would I be? You should now get freshen up." I said to him, he nodded and left.

I am not regular at my Salah but I can try it now, right? Cause now I don't have anything to do. Yeah, that would be better. I walked out of the room and turn to left. I walked a little further and saw the Golden door. I opened, and yes as expected mashallah. The first thing that your eyes caught will be the qibla that is 3D designed with the name of Allah on top of it with beautiful glass as background which has flowers printed with golden color and lights illuminating from the corner. The walls are light gray and parted white down. To the left wall there are two show pieces of white color and designed like code scanner are attached to the wall. The right wall has 3 levels cupboard which has different ornaments or showpieces kept, the last level has six Quran kept in it. Than 3 prayer mats are placed on the floor, all have same velvet designs. The ceiling is beautiful with small lights around 8 of them and small rectangular shaped mirror attached in the center with diamond patterns and two lights attached to it.To my right there's a off white curtain as well, I slide it to find a very small bathroom. There is no toilet, just a mirror and a washbasin. Maybe its for wudu (ablution).