HIS SHADES OF LIFE

Chapter 40

First snowfall, or first rain of love.

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Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:

How can I make myself worthy of your love,
Whenever I change my habits,
Then you change your conditions!

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Farah's POV :-

"Are you serious azam!?" I asked whispering.

"Yes, I am serious baby and I know you won't disappoint me." He said.

"You know I can do anything for you but this is wrong, what's Shahzaib's fault in all this? How can I use his money to betray him?" I asked feeling guilty.

"Stop it farah, I don't know why but you doesn't sound the farah I love. Did you started loving him? Huh!" He almost shouted.

"Are you mad? I love you, only you. No one can take your place. Its just tha-"

"NO! shut up! I now know that you are starting to change. Well good than bye!" He said and cut the call.

"Hello, hello, hello aza-"

"Who is it farah?" My phone dropped from my hand as Shahzaib came in the room.

My shivering eyes connected with his questioning and concerned ones. He came forward and bend down to pick up the phone but before he could take it, I picked it up quickly. I looked anywhere but him, no! I can't look at him.

"What's wrong? Why are you looking so stressed out?" He asked while holding my shoulder.

"What happened wifey? Tell me." He said with a genuine look in his eyes.

I look down, my heart is beating faster than ever.

'Did you started loving him?' Azam's accusation ranged in my mind.

I pulled myself away from him and turn my back on him. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Azam why do you make me do all this. How will I repay him? I turn around to look in his concern orbs.

"Sha-shahzaib," I called him, he hummed in response.

I closed my eyes again. How will I ask him? That is too much amount to ask for. He even paid for shahnoor's hospital fee, she and my family came back three days ago. He immediately took her took the best doctor and it was really expensive. Shahnoor kept telling me and him that she is okay but we didn't listen to her. I knew why she was doing that. But now azam told me that he needs money, so he can come here and take me away. I want to go with him but I don't want to take Shahzaib's money. I don't want to start my life with the money of this man. But if I don't ask him than azam won't talk to me and I don't want that.

"Shahzaib, I need...some money." I said.

"Okay, how much?" He asked casually.
I look at him and bite on my lower lip.

"I-its €8138.12 (7 lakh in INR)." I said looking at him.

"Okay, I'll give it to you in the evening, would that be okay?" He asked, I looked at him for a while than nodded.

"Farah, can you tell me why do you need this much money?" He asked still with gentle tone.

"Why? Don't you trust me? Can't I take the money from you? Do I need to tell every information regarding what I need to do or what not?!" I almost shouted.