HIS SHADES OF LIFE

Chapter 41

Tumse mohabbat hone lagi hai..
( I am starting to love you)

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Meaning of the quotes in picture☝️:

I still took care of her, Question her every day,
How are you now, How are you?
She was silent for a long time,
Then, seeing me weeping in the memories of my lover,
Smilingly she said,
That Damn! you and your lover are the same,
You and your lover are the same,
You too take such a care of me to...end my existence!

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Shahnoor's POV :-

"Shahno, come on fast!" Sofia said while tapping her foot impatiently on the floor.

"Wait! Wait! Sofi~ let me just keep this." I said while putting my books in the bag.

"Everyone is waiting for us in the parking lot, we too could bunk this lecture." She said in a whining tone.

"Uff~ you and your talkative mouth, shut up I am ready now let's go." I said while wrapping my veil on my face.

"Let's hurry now." She said and we walked no, almost started running towards the parking lot.

Its Iram's birthday today and she said she will treat us all to the lunch. We all agreed, I took ammi's permission which she gave quickly. After knowing that I have this heart disease everyone took much care of me but baba's behavior got back as it was. I don't know what to do? I just told ammi that I lost my job but ammi told me that I shouldn't say it to baba or else he will turn the house upside down. I don't know how long will it be kept as a secret? Until the last of this month? Cause I got my salary at the end of the month.

My heart beat started getting heavy, sweats started forming on my nape and forehead. I stopped running and sat down while taking rest against a locker in the hall.

"Why did you sat down? We are getting late." Sofia said bending down at my level.

"I-I *inhales Long breath* I ccan't rrun. My hea-heart is getting he-heavy." I said taking long breaths.

"Oh my Allah! Are you okay? Do you want to go to the medical room?" She asked rubbing my left arm gently.

"N-No, just need ss-ome wwa-water." I said.

She took out a water bottle than gave it to me. I drank it in 3 sips according to the sunnah(Islamic disciplines/Manners). After sometime when I felt my heart beats got normal, I stood as sofia helped me than we normally walked towards the parking lot.
We saw everyone waiting for us.

"Where were you both? We are about to leave you." Iram said putting her hands on her hips.

"Sorry iram but shahno's heart felt heavy so we needed to stop for awhile." Sofia said to her.

At this her expressions soften, she came forward to me.

"Shahno, are you okay? Do you want to go to the doctor? Or do you want to go home? We can change the plan for some other time." She said.

"Nno I am all okay iram, no need to cancel the plan. We'll go now." I said while forming a soft smile on my lips.

"Okay, but if you feel anything than do tell us." She said while showing her index finger like my mother.

I nodded with a smile, I am really lucky to have such friends. All thanks to the Almighty Allah.

We than took a cab and finalized that we will go to Mac & Burgers as it is lunch time and there couldn't be anything best than burgers for lunch.
As we reached here, they all went to order their favorites and I sat on a empty table as I felt swellings in my legs. Safia asked me what I want? I told her to bring the same as her's as I don't have anything favorite in burgers. I was scrolling my phone when someone cleared their throat in front of me. I look up to find a smiling humair. He is looking a little different from yesterday as he is wearing navy blue long sleeves t-shirt with a silver watch in his left hand and yesterday he was wearing a suit.