With You It Will Stay [Poetry]

Can't Cry Hard Enough

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Amidst the blindness of the sight
and illed torments on her heart,
She denies reflections of light
as she slowly breaks apart,
Her mind is in confusion
her hopes are now in vain,
She wished she was just dreamin'
and what's lost be found again

Finally surrendered to emptiness,
she walked herself around,
She came up to a rooftop
and laid herself abound,
She tried to find herself now
yet nothing's to be found,
Then mem'ries came back haunting
with foul and lonely sound. .

She hears the radio sayin'
"there it goes. .up in the sky". . .
And it continues. . .
"there it goes with no reason why". . .
Then quite a moment later
she felt within her eyes,
Something was drippin' over
tasted like ocean's spice. .

And together with her grief
the rain started to shower,
The sky has paid its part,
As if crying with her together,
Instead of washing the tears away,
rain mixed with it all over,
Even with the Heaven's condolence,
still, she felt like a loner. . .

As silence broke the scene
she asked to hear a thunder,
To break the deafening silence . .
and the radio's tone who's bolder,
Then finally it came . . .
like music to her ears,
She wanted to jump over the edge
for death's no longer what she fears. . .

But as she was about to it . .
something had held her back,
The weight of rain and wind . .
she thought it wouldn't stack,
It pushed her cheeks and colder . .
it felt like it's a wall,
It pushed her back as if . .
it would not let her fall. . .

And then there was a voice now . .
talking inside her head,
The voice had gently whispered,
"grieve not that I am dead" . .
"Your life is still not over" . .
"this life you have to live"
"You're free to find another" . .
"for freedom, now I give. ."

Upon hearing that voice then . .
she shouted out so loud,
"It's you I'm tryin' to find . .
but you are there beyond the cloud!"
"How can I find another,
when my heart has died with you?!"
"How can I go on,
when I don't even have a clue?!"

"I thought that I'd be happy,
but how's it 'coz you left?!"
"You simply stole my heart . .
which was the greatest kind of theft!"
"And then you simply left me,
you thought that i was tough?"
"When you gave me heaven yet took it back,
that I just can't cry hard enough!"

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AN: Hi everyone! I'm new to Wattpad, yet I'm excited to share my Poems and other Works with you! I hope you liked this one. I'll be keeping you guys posted for more - all of which are original and others directly from my personal experiences.

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