My Garden of Hopeful Thoughts

My Sunflower

I have a plan, that when I have a daughter, I'm going to name her Sunflower
For a couple of reasons

1: Sunflowers are known to look towards the sun, more quickly than other flowers. They grow yellow and tall, sturdy and always looking at the brightest light. And if they can't find the sun, they look towards each other.
So, as a reminder to my daughter in this cruel world, always find your light and stay strong and bright. And if you can't find your light, make someone your light and grow with them.

2: My biological grandfather was an abusive, cruel man. He is the reason why my dad has lots of health problems and mental issues. His name was Sunny. So, as that man brought darkness and cruelty into the world. I wish for my daughter to bring light and happiness. And so that when my dad hears the name 'Sunny' he won't be angry or sad, hopefully he'll feel happy.

However, I've loved many flowers
And I have yet to meet my sunflower that always makes me bright and happy

At least, I didn't think I had

But when I see you, I'm in euphoria
I'm happy and content
I feel safe and loved

It's like anything could happen, but as long as I'm with you, it'll be fine
And I haven't felt like that in quite a while

When I see a notification from you, I have the hugest smile, except for if we're talking about something angry or sad

But most times, I look like I'm on happy pills when I talk to you

You're perfect
Everything about you, it's like you were sculpted from the pagan gods

Your eyes are so bright and kind, but fiery and mysterious at the same time

Your pale cheeks compliment your eyes and smile, when they're red they really make your eyes pop

Your smile melts my heart

Your voice is so angelic
Your personality is one of the most beautiful parts of you
The other is your heart

And I'm so lucky and happy that I have one
And love both

You make me so happy and I love you so so so much

I like sunflowers because they always look towards the light, and when they can't find it, they turn towards each other.
I found my light, it's you dumpling.