All my Boys

ep. 18. old and new battles

KOOK:

it was just for hope. thats why i met with him.

we sat there and ate our icecream, waiting for the other to start.

"so... u and hope?" "yeah, kinda happened." "congrats" "thanks"....silence again.

joon shuffled in his chair. he felt the same as i felt. uncomfortable.

"listen.... i apologize" "okay?" "but he didnt cheat on u" "i know. u love him?" "what..." "hobi told me" "oh... yeah. i love him" "u know he doesnt know?!" he nodded. "wow... if that wasnt so sad, i would laugh right now" "tsss, dont be an asshole" "u know, i always tried to wrap my mind around that big shadow, that was behind jimin all the time. tryin to figure out, who it was,..... and it made me crazy, made me doubt jimin and myself. it was always u" "still no excuse for your behaviour" "i know and i dont take it as an excuse, but it was a reason. i loved him. he was the first boy i loved...... are u in a relationship?" he shook his head.

"jimin moved on, why dont u?!" he looked distraught. almost crushed. "sorry... i didnt wanted to sound so harsh on u" "its ok. and u are right. i think" "either u tell him what u feel for him, finally, or u start your fucking life, joon. dont wait for him to get it on his own." "since when did u grow up so fast?!" he looked baffled. "since i am with hope and have a great mentor in jin" "wow.... maybe i should start as a drag queen too?" i laughed out loud. "naaaa, u wont make a good queen. are u comming to one of our shows?!" "yeah, jimin wants too" "great! time for your confession" "argh...."

i grinned all way home. somehow i felt pitty on him, somehow i was amused. but i didnt wanna be in his shoes. it was time to see jimin.

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JIMIN:

he was here. what the fuck?! what was he doing here?! he stood there with a smug face. my mom was confused.

"are u yoongi?" "no, sorry. i am taehyung. u can say tae" "u are a friend of jimin?" "boyfriend" "i thought it was yoongi???.....JIMIN???!!!"

as i ran down the stairs, i froze.

"what are u doing here?" "hey shorty! i thought of u and the next second i was here" "haaaaa" "i didnt know u have a new boyfriend" my mom looked at me funny. shit.... "i... haaaaaaa.... this is tae, looks like he is going to stay for some time" i looked at tae and he gave me a nod with his stupid grin on his face. i rolled my eyes and sighed. why the hell was he here?! i thought i would have time to think about all. what i wanted. who i wanted. but nooooo, he had to stand there....at my house....at my door. shit!

"good, than bring your boyfriend upstairs, let him settle in and u come right down in the kitchen, we need to talk" my mom gestured us. "thank u, mrs. park" he grinned again and walked behind me. shit, i am in big trouble.

"since when u have a new boyfriend? u told me about yoongi yesterday. and now there is this guy. another boyfriend....oh my god, jimin! are u driving two lines?! u were not raised like this! and i thought u would be ending with joon after all! what the hell is going on, son?! wait until your father gets home!" oh shit!

"mom! calm down!" i gestured her to sit down. i took a big breath. "i am confused as u.... yeah officially i am together with yoongi, but.... we have problems. i think he is fed up with me for some reasons. tae..." i sighed big again. "... just bursted into my life, like a restistant bacteria and .... we somehow clicked. i thought i would use those weeks to figure out, if i should try to find a way with yoongi, or break it off and start with tae. and joon.... is another story. he is my best friend mom" "u were together! and he loves u, i can see that" "he loves me as a brother, nothing more, mom. it was a short "maybe", thats all. i was hurt after kook and he helped me through it" "jimin.... u are so cruel" "cruel?" she sighed and kissed my forhead. "nevermind. tae can stay, but u need to explain all to your father too. now go to tae. i ll go to the market"