All my Boys

ep. 10; healing time

JIMIN:

he scared me. i was scared of him. kook..... i sat on the toilet seat and tried to wrap my head around what happened. kook totally snapped and attacked me. i thought he loved me. it was hard to understand anything what he said, or did to me.

i felt guilty, cause i had to have made something wrong or said something wrong that he was so out of his mind. guilty that i fucked with joon the last few days..... but i was single then. .... why? why did he lost his head? on me? what did i do wrong?

i heard joon came back. he left me alone, i was thankfull for that. with a big sigh, i washed my face and walked out. joon sat on the balcony, with wine and my plate full of food. i sat next to him.

"did u eat?" i asked him. he gave me a look. "yeah..... u okay?" i shook my head. "no. ... thanks for the rescue" his big hand caressed my face. "i dont know why, but he snapped. he needs help jimin. but u cant help him. u have to stay away from him now" "i know" i looked down. "its not your fault. he has the problem, not u" "maybe if i...." "stop right there! u didnt do anything to provoke this behavior. u were the best boyfriend he could have. i think he got so obsessive with u, that he lost his fucking mind." "but..." "no jiminie! he has to figure it out by himself. u cant do shit for him. mostly after what happened today" "but if i get back with him, maybe...." joon stood up and hoovered over me. "listen! its not your fault. u cant help him. if u go back to him, it only makes it worse. he might hurt u really bad next time. i wont let this happen. do u understand, jimin?!" he looked so serious. i nodded.

"okay, joon.... thank u.... i think i needed to hear that" i whispered. joon sighed and kissed my forhead. "how about u start eating and drinking?!"

i couldnt sleep. it was already so late and joon snorred next to me, what made me feel safe and annoyed. i layed there and looked at him. he looked really handsome, he was tall, nicely proportiant, great muscles, he was caring and funny. he protected me through out the years. he was my rock in a storm. i could always count on him. then i remembered.

SHIT! i promised him a reward for his good behaviour on the beach! and now???

i smirked and peeled the light blanket away from his body. he only slept with boxers on. made it easier for me!

i got down, shoved slowly his boxers down, got access to his cock, i knew now in all its making and glory. i kissed his underbelly lightly, licked the skin down on the strip of hair, teased him on his base, licked the muscles on all sides, sucked gently on his balls and was excited to hear his first moans. i looked up and saw him awake. "wha...." "i promised u a reward today" "oh...." i smiled and watched him, watching me, taking his cock whole into my mouth. i never heard that sound, he made, from him. it was somekind of a growl and howl in one. it made me horny, made shivers racing down my back, gave me tingles on my hole and vibrations on my own dick. i wanted more of this sound! so i tried again.

he never dissapointed me. originally i wanted just to gave him a good blowjob, but his sounds made me wanting more. with a frustrated moan i sat up, yanked my underwear away and plunched down, without preperation, on joons holy cock. i noticed we were really loud this night, but we didnt gave a shit. i came up and down hard on him, i didnt want it gently, i wanted it hard and wild. i wanted to feel everything of him. i wanted to be sore tomorrow. joon held me and pushed up from under me. we had a devine rythm. our skins slapped on each other, my hole was slick and gave us wet sounds, my buttcheeks hurt already, but i didnt care. i clawed his chest, yanked on his hair. his nails dugged deep into my hips, it hurt, but we didnt care at all. i leaned down, when i felt my high comming, kissed the rest of live out of him and sqeezed him so hard when it hit me. joon growled a moan out and i felt him twitch in me.