All my Boys

ep. 7; different thoughts and heartpain

JOON:

"can we talk?!" jimin was nervous, i saw that immidiatly. i nodded and we went to a quiet corner. "sorry about friday" he started. i shrugged my shoulders. of course i was dissapointed. "how...should i say it... uh... i somehow got myself a boyfriend" there it was... the dreadfull word "boyfriend". i gulped.

"who and how?" he smiled shy and took a breath. "the party u didnt want to go? i was there and .... i got drunk, i danced and he drove me home" "okay.... gentleman like" jiminie fumbeled with his hands. i knew that there was more.... "jimin?" "hm... we... kinda... fucked? and now he is my boyfriend"

i gulped again, felt a stone in my stomach. "jimin?! u fucked with a stranger? drunk?" i was furious. he got more nervous. "joon... i knew him since years" i was surprised. "its jungkook" he whispered.

"what?!?! kook??? the playboy? who fucks everyone who is not on a tree by 1, 2, 3?! and u fucked with him?! are u stupid?! he is not serious with everything. he is only taking advantage of u! dont be so fucking stupid!" i was really angy.

jimins eyes became teary and he sniffed, but oh holy fuck, he got mad at me. "listen! he is not what u think he is! he was nice, he likes me, he introduced me to his mom! he wants me to be his boyfriend and i want him too. u are my best friend joon! u should be happy for me! u should be there, when i need advice or have questions!"

i looked surprised at him. he was right, if we were simple friends, i would be happy for him, but ... in my mind, he belonged to me and i was scared since i found out what i felt for him, that some day, he would find someone else. i sighed and rubbed my face.

"sorry, u are right. i am happy for u, but excuse that i am concerned. its fucking jungkook, for fucks sake" he smiled and hugged me. "but i tell u, he is good to me" i hugged him back, secretly inhaled his scent.

oh how i missed him.

"okay, but u give me a chance, when he hurts u, i have your permission to kick his ass" jimin bursted out in laughter. "yeah, if u must" "i must"

after his confession, i looked for hope. i needed his smile to feel better. "hey!" i grinned at him. "hey, what are u doing here?" "its schoolday, where should i be?" i scoffed. "i know, but... i mean here" he pointed at his class room. "just needed to see u"

"ah....okay? whats on your mind? something bad happend?" i just hugged him, sighed and pressed a kiss onto his head. "joon! we are in school!" "dont care baby" hobi laught his wonderful laugh and backed away. "do we see us later?!" i nodded. "good. see u later, big guy"

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KOOK:

my mom had her serious talk after i drove jimin home. a bit late for that, but ok. she wasn't pissed at me, but surprised. "mom, i am old enough. i had sex before, i know all the things to know. i use condoms. and sorry, that we were doing it under your roof, but u shouldnt have eardropped on us" i looked with a smirk and a raised brow. mom shook her head. "better under my roof, than on the backseats of your car"

oh, if she only knew....

"so u wont have a problem, if jimin will sleep over from time to time?" she looked at me, tilted her head and sighed. "just... tell me before u ll bring him over, so i will put my earplugs in" i had to chuckle. she caressed my head and sighed again. "u grown up too fast... now u having a boyfriend and sex.... still dont know if i like it or not" "mom... didn't u had a boyfriend already at my age?" she slapped my head. "still.... oh god! i was wild.... dont be like that!" we laught.

at school, i looked for my boy, found him and infront of all, i kissed him. now everybody knew that he was mine. some looked surprised, about my choice, some where utterly angry, that i officialy had someone, some just shrugged their shoulders.