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day 1 -

describe your personality.

after straining for thoughts about this while watching a cooking show - after honestly a long day of an important test (which i haven't experienced in a while)..  -_-

I'm going to start with the insides of dog ears.
they're so fluffy, but so sensitive.
- i don't own a dog.
But, the way i imagine it, if dogs have super sensitive hearing, they kind of close in response to the loudness.
People can be so loud.
And i can be quiet.

-in a crowd I can be swallowed up in its roaring and chatter.
How about when the nerves of dog's ears, close at strangers, who are distinct in foreign, unknowingness that makes them whimper or stay silent - but at familiarity, love, affection those ears perk up, and on a summer's day (it's the first day of winter brr) their shadow dances up and down as jumps in excitement. When dogs chirp instead of bark..

Imagine a home with 4 walls and a door that swings open regularly, but has a lock with a key still in place. The owner is within itself to grow and shine brightly, even if sometimes a flower wilts once in a while because of a strain of forgetfulness. But that's why there are others and it's self love who take care of it so, that it becomes lively, happy and cheerful. And I consider that so lucky, especially during these times when the world seems shaped like an hourglass.

Imagine a lightbulb in a dark room, that glows brighter in midst of more lightbulbs. It regenerates with solar panels; in both the darkness and the outside, in the sun-hitting ground, this warmth making you.

Ear training sucks, but music and storytelling have been apart of me since a young age. Who knew that bedtime stories and Mozart was a good combination?

For one who is still learning, her teachers call her a logical, messy writer, while she smiles too much while speaking, but should smile a bit more alone. Her friends and family are amused at her stupidity when her common sense is slow to  match up to the moment. And somehow to see the world by becoming taller didn't really happen, so my newly acquired glasses make me feel better..but there's still a lot to work on.

I am a turtle, slow moving in mind's speed, with a terrible reaction time. But don't worry, that turtle shell is nothing but protection on the backside as the view on the world will only be darkness when I close my eyes. I'm coming out of my shell alright.

Dog ears-
Back to dog ears. If these dog ears that were scratched and crumpled lovingly, these little things that make up so much, and will become much more brighter and significant when noticed; like a dog wagging its tail or twitches a leg when it is just, happy. Like the thought that I probably should have thought second about dog-earing those library book pages when I was younger, yet still do it with my own books.

Did I say I was a dog person?

Thank you.

Author's notes;
- what a chaotic, random first chapter.
- i should have published this 1 June but that didn't happen properly and I am publishing a second time because my work didn't save properly :(
- oh well. What a great start..