Unpredictable Match 2

BLACK LIVES MATTER #JUSTICEFORGEORGEFLOYD

I know my dog killed your dog, but all dogs die some way some how
Your dogs fight in your house, so why don't you deal with that problem first before being upset that my dog killed your dog?
ALL dogs lives matter
It's not right what my dog did but my dog is not violent
My dog was fearing for his life  despite your dog being on the other side of the fence, minding it's own business
Why are you so upset?
It's a one time thing despite my dog doing this to other dogs in the neighborhood
I know my dog killed your dog.
I know my dog killed your dog.
I know. And I don't care.
Do you know why my dog killed your dog?

Do you see how dumb and contradictory that sounds? White people love their dogs, so maybe that analogy will work best. But maybe not, because they refuse to understand and continue to ignore why we are host and the truth behind police brutality in America.

Black Lives Matter.
Black Lives Matter.
Black Lives Matter.

I REFUSE to sit here and pretend this is not happening. I won't.
At home activism can only do so much. I told myself I have no platform, voicing how I feel on social media will make no difference, and I was completely wrong, remembering where my largest platform was. I'm sure y'all have heard it all before, especially this past week. And I sure have. Each time I opened up those drafts, all I could hear in my head was George Floyd calling out for his mother, crying out in hunger, crying out in pain.

Why the fuck do we have to keep BEGGING for cops and white Americans to understand? WHY? Why the hell are we begging that you spare us, or have mercy on us as if we've did anything wrong in the first place?

EIGHT MINUTES THIS MAN KNEALT ON GEORGE FLOYDS NECK. And y'all got the nerve to say ALL LIVES MATTER? STOP BEING DENSE ON PURPOSE. THE WAY YALL GASLIGHT HAS GOT TO BE MENTAL ILLNESS. LIKE WTF IS GOING ON IN YALL HOUSEHOLDS? WHAT ARE YOUR PARENTS TEACHING YOU? YALL DON'T HAVE BASIC COMPREHENSION SKILLS, like seriously wtf??? 

A whole bunch of "We don't know the full story" "But what if he was" "Okay, but think about how the officers are feeling" but y'all sure know the full story the minute you see a black person acting out of pocket on camera. Goodbye.

We have to acknowledge that there's a problem when whether we choose peace or chaos, there will always be backlash. Y'all want us to keep asking nicely for shit we BEEN asking nicely for and never got??? Nah, but we have your attention now don't we. Now it's don't ruin the precious buildings and the precious monuments. It took THIS to have an attempt at some kind of reform and y'all have the nerve to say "This is not the answer." So, tell me, what IS the answer? How do we know this is not the answer if we don't know the outcome? How you determine the results of your test without even getting the test back? As far as I see, the police, the political figures are panicked. MAYBE THIS WILL MAKE THEM THINK TWICE BEFORE KILLING AND JUSTIFYING THE KILLING AND IGNORING THE KILLING OF BLACK MEN. Don't nobody want to be the cause of all this, but you sure as hell will if you keep killing BLACK PEOPLE.

Black people are TIRED of BEGGING. Tired of begging to be acknowledged as human beings with families and children. But now all of a sudden, we're doing "too much?" Nah, f that. BLACK LIVES MATTER. WE MATTER.

Stop being dense and ignoring the realities of black people in America. Stop pretending like you don't have privilege. WHITE PRIVILEGE IS REAL, I WILL ARGUE ABOUT IT TILL THE DAY I DIE. THAT MAN WOULD HAVE BEEN ALIVE HAD HE BEEN WHITE.

I'm gonna give writing another go this week, but honestly, I can't apologize if I don't come up with something. My heart is distracted and I have brothers who's lives are at stake. I can't sit a minute without George Floyd's face and voice flashing in my mind, CRYING OUT FOR HIS MOTHER. YALL DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THAT BROKE ME INTO PEICES. A grown ass man crying out for his dead mother because he's trying to go back to a place where he felt safe. I can't.

I understand an update may lift spirits for many. But it's hard. It's hard with everything that's happening. I cry all day. All day. Justice for George Floyd. Black lives matter. Our police system is built off of targeting poor communities, and who do these communities consist of? Right. Black on black crime is not a thing. Nobody cares if we're "giving white people reason to be racist" THERE IS NO EXCUSE TO BE RACIST. I've seen too many of the stupid, uneducated statements and I sometimes ask myself how the hell y'all made it through life without basic comprehension skills.

I wish I could have spoke up about this in a more articulate way, but my mind has been racing. I wish I could go out and protest. But I can't, and for reasons relating to this pandemic. I've got sick family, I can't put their lives at risk. But I have a voice, and I refuse to not use it. We all have a voice. No passive messages like "the world needs prayer🙏🏾🙏🏾" "we need to love one another ❤️" "black,white,blue, green,pink,red, we're all the same🙌🏾🙏🏾🤪" like stfu and call the problem out for what it IS. WE NEED RACIST AND POORLY TRAINED COPS OFF OF THE STREET, THEY'RE PUTTING THE LIVES OF INNOCENT BLACK PEOPLE AT RISK. PERIOD.

AND VOTE DONALD TRUMP TF OUT, AT THIS POINT YALL WILDIN NOW IDGAF WHO HES UP AGAINST VOTE HIM OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. DUMB ASS IS PUTTING HIS ENERGY INTO MAKING SURE WE KNOW WHITE SUPREMACISTS ARE NOT TO BLAME HERE. WHY, CAUSE THOSE ARE YOUR PEOPLE? "When the looting starts, the shooting starts"??? Really? Then try to double back on it, like any one with basic comprehension skills ain't know what you meant. Nah, you let the racist out a little too much with that one so you had to do some damage control. Idiot.

At this point I'm ranting. I haven't tried organizing my thoughts because I'm so angry. I don't have time for that.

I usually would say sorry that this is not an update.
But, I'm not sorry. At all. Black Lives Fucking Matter.

If you're racist, don't support BLM, defending that officer who murdered George Floyd's actions, say "all lives matter", are dense on purpose, making jokes, using this movement as an excuse to steal when you don't gaf about the cause, refuse to acknowledge white privilege, respectfully suck my dick and never come back ❤️.

As for the rest of you, I love you and I will GIVE WRITING ANOTHER GO IN ATTEMPTS TO UPDATE THIS WEEK. 🖤

BLACK LIVES MATTER 🖤🤎🖤🤎🖤🤎🖤
JUSTICE FOR GEORGE FLOYD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARREST ALL THEM OFFICERS AND IMPRISON THEM