Let Me Love U /Jaeyong/

Chapter Chittaphon

- It's okay, Ten, I'm glad you came.

- How couldn't I, we haven't hung out for a long time.

- Right... Come join me. Let's watch the city together.

- Okay.

Ten walked to Johnny and started admiring the view. After a minute of silence Ten got bored watching the city and turned his head to something, no, someone more interesting. It amazed Ten how perfect Johnny was.

He also remembered that day. He looked at Johnny's side profile and thought about kissing his cheek again. He leaned on the short brick wall and turned to the side to see Johnny better.

- You're so handsome,- he said and blushed.

Johnny was deep into his thoughts but then snapped out of it and turned to Ten.

- Thanks, you're also very very good-looking.- Johnny smiled and Ten quietely chuckled.- Listen... Ten...

- Yeah?

- Uhm... Have you ever thought about love?

" Way to go, idiot! Taeyong told you not to say anything about being in love with him!"

- I've been thinking about it more than you think. Have you?

- Yeah, it's been a while. Since I met someone... I mean since I fell in love with... Since I... No wait! I'm Johnny, I should do this smoothly.

Ten watched Johnny failing to concentrate and found it extremely adorable. He smiled at the tall guy in front of him and bit his lower lip.

- You know I like working with you, right?

Ten was confused. He didn't understand where this conversation was going but he nodded anyway.

- I think you're an amazing assistant, because you're really comfortable to work with and also very reliable and responsible.

- I also enjoy working with you Johnny.

- I'm happy to hear that... The thing is, I like being around you all the time and I like you being around me, maybe even too much. I like spending time with you, talking to you, hearing your laughter, remembering all the fun we had together.

Honestly, you're the only reason I come to work everyday. I want to see you so bad and whenever I don't talk to you, that day is just no good.

I've never felt like this ever. I know, that you may think I'm just saying this words but it is true. You've changed me and I love this new me. I love the new Johnny, who is crazy about you, Ten! You can't imagine how whipped I am for you, you can't imagine what you're doing to me. You have no idea how fast my heart starts beating whenever I'm with you.

I know that saying this is risky. I know that you may not have any feelings for me but I just can't hold it in anymore. I need you to know. I'll understand, if you reject me or if you feel uncomfortable with me from now on. I'll keep my distance if you ask me to, although it will be inexplicably hard for me...but I promise, I'll do it for you.

This is my first time confessing my feelings for someone and I really don't know what to expect,- Johnny nervously laughed.

Ten raised his head to look Johnny in his eyes.

- Wow, you're eyes are really shiny, - Johnny blurted out,- ah sorry, sorry...

- That's because I might start crying now, silly.

- What? No, don't. I can leave if you want me to...

- No, Johnny! God, you don't understand, do you? Ever since the day you poured your hot coffee all over me, I can't stop thinking about you. I think about you, when I wake up, I think about you when I'm having breakfast, when I'm walking to the office, when I drink coffee, when I see people drinking coffee, when I smell coffee...