Let Me Love U /Jaeyong/

Chapter 41

Taeyong was standing in front of the door of Yuta's house, with his backpack and teary eyes.

Only a few hours ago he woke up, laying next to Jaehyun, his head hurting like hell. He tried to sit up but his ass was also in pain. Taeyong's eyes widened and he lifted the blanket and saw himself and the younger completely naked.

" Well fuck. That wasn't a dream,- he said in shock,- now stop worrying, it's not gonna be like the kiss. He knows now, how I feel about him, so it must be fine."

Taeyong went to the bathroom, took a quick shower and went out, his lower body wrapped in a towel. He saw Jaehyun sitting in the kitchen, wearing clothes and sipping coffee. Taeyong smiled fondly at his roommate and poured a cup of coffe for himself as well.

- Uhm, Taeyong, I think we need to talk.

"Finally!"- Taeyong thought, getting excited about their talk.

- I'd like us to pretend, that last night never happened. Just like we did with the kiss and the thing you said about your feelings.

" Wait. That's not what I wanted to talk about",- Taeyong thought to himself and tightened his teeth, holding his pain and anger.

- Also, Yeri may be coming over today or tomorrow, so I'd like you to not mention anything to her as well. I don't want her to get mad at me, especially since we just fixed our relationship, you know?

Taeyong could swear, that he heard the sound of his heart breaking into a thousand pieces. He forced a small smile, because he knew, that if he started speaking, tears would fall nonstop.

- I knew you would understand, roomie. I'm heading to work. See you later!

With these words, Jaehyun put on his coat and shoes and headed out of the apartment. Just when Taeyong heard the door closing, he felt tears slowly falling down his cheeks. He called Yuta, hoping his friend would pick up.

- Yong, wassup?

- I... I...

- Are you crying?! What happened?!

- We... the whole kiss situation happened, Yuta! Except this time...we did more than just kissing...

- Oh...you two...

- Yeah Yuta, we fucked! And he did the same thing he did after kissing me. No, this time he did something even better. He told me to pretend like it never happened...JUST LIKE THE KISS AND THE THING WITH MY FEELINGS!

- No he didn't...

- He fucking did!! And you know what else is worse than before?! It's not only the fact, that we had sex. It's also the fact, that he knew how I felt about him! HE KNEW! And I thought that would change something! And I don't want to see him!

- Yong, maybe you should talk again, when he comes ba...

- I SAID I DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM! I'M TIRED OF HIM, YUTA. I DON'T WANT TO STAY IN THIS FUCKING PLACE ANY LONGER!- Taeyong felt tears choking him and he stopped screaming, to cach his breath.

- Baby, collect your stuff, I'll pick you up. You'll stay with me.

- I don't need a ride. But...I'd love to stay at your place...if I won't bother your family.

- Listen, Yong. That jerk had sex with you and spit on your feelings the next morning. Sorry for being harsh but you said it yourself, that you don't want to see him and don't want to live there. I offered you to stay at my place before and I'm doing it again, because I can't let my best friend live on the streets because of an asshole!