To Hakkespetter

You will be okay - a one shot

Disclaimer: It's slightly disturbing at some point. Also, my apologies for my lousy writing skills.

Y/n's POV

I feel dead inside.

Apart from that, I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing.

I have failed. Yet again.
That morning, I've got the message again, saying:
"We regret to inform that you have not been selected for joining the course in our institution"
Regret? My ass.
There is no regret. Only pride that they have kicked me out, despite I worked so hard on this.
I'm not capable of doing what I want to do? Then what am I? Who am I tommorow? A nobody?
Now my heart can't take it anymore.

That evening, I can hear nothing from Morten's mouth. As he was talking about something I didn't pay attention to.

I didn't want to tell him. Shane is building up.

I forgot I sat there, next to him.
On the sofa, with the T.V on
Forrest Gump was playing on and he was watching gleefully. He fell silent and later leaned on my shoulder during one of the touching moments of the movie, when Forrest was reminiscing the events of his life where Jenny was always there for him.

I felt nothing.

I felt nothing like how Morten felt while he was watching the movie.

And that was horrible.

I wanted to pinch myself and slap myself to check if I had the capability to cry.

Morten then kissed my cheek.

I did feel his moist lips for the moment but still.

I didn't feel anything.

He kissed me again.

I was sure he was about to make out with me

"Morten, no"

But I showed him signs of resistance.

I was not in the mood.

"opps, okay " he said softly

He respected my words and pulled off gently.

I shifted myself. I wanted to get up and be alone for a while.

I stood up , in order to head to the bathroom.

"Hey y/n, are you doing alright?" He asked, with a puzzled face

"Yes" I lied as I was heading to the bathroom , which was upstairs.

"where are you heading to?"

"I wanted to use the bathroom" I said in a monotonous tone and I immediately left. I didn't want hear anymore from him.

I wanted to be alone.

Morten's POV

What happened to her? Was it all the bad news that was filling her up like a bin? Was it all the inconveniences she couldn't tell me? I really wish to know.

I want to help her out of this.

I know I can't make her happy instantly, but I wanted her to feel...safer, better, hopefull that - it's all going to be alright.

What can I do?

I heard a sound from the bathroom. It was my cue to run straight to the door of the bathroom , the place where the sound originated from.

I lent my ear to the door. I knew I was stupid to do that but I can't help but find out.

She was sobbing.